life

2008-07-03T11:03:00.002+08:00

Moving Mountains

It's like whatever I do
Ooh
Just can't get through to you
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh

Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her
Used to jump up in the maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can't be found
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, "baby no worries I promise to get us back".

I know sorries, just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Why just leave me?
Just leave me be.
Just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me
just leave me be.
Why you just leave me
just leave me be, ooh.

She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her
We rarely even ever say a word.
I really want to give her everything she deserves
But the bad took away the good.
She thinks that I'm full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired
Every kiss that i miss, girl you know I'm trying.
You never believe when I say, and I never believe it when you say
I love you, and I shouldn't complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it
Cause we will never be the same, ooh.
I've been standing in gas, and you have been the flame.

I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to get through
Got to move this mountain.
It's like moving mountains... hey
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be.
Just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be, ooh.

This must be a slow death that im travelin on
It feels so wrong, I'm barely holdin on

See no matter what it takes, ive gotta get it together (baby yea)

And these hills that im travelin up
She aint showin me love
I'm down on my love

I know sorries just wouldn't do it
Her heart is obliterated, I'm trying to travel through
But it's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains... hey.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away
It's like moving mountains...
It's like moving mountains...
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be.
Just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me.
Just leave me be, ooh.

2008-06-29T13:46:00.001+08:00

Leona Lewis - Yesterday lyrics

2008-06-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

This is the reason why i left.

2008-06-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Westlife - If Your Heart's Not In It lyrics

If Your Heart's Not In It


I'm missing you 
Girl even though you're right here by my side 
Cause lately it seems 
The distance between us is growing too wide 

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over 
The last thing that I wanna hear 

But if your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it 

You say that you love me 
But baby sometimes 
You're just saying the words 
If you've got somethin' to tell me 
Don't keep it inside 
Let it be heard 

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over 
Girl I'll make it easy for you 

If your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it 

How I wish I could take us back in time 
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do 
,to stop me losin' you) 
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it) 

If your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
But I won't ask you to stay 
I'd rather walk away 
If your heart's not in it for real 
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel 
If love's already gone 
It's not fair to lead me on 
Cause I would give the whole world for you 
Anything you ask of me I'd do



Song lyrics | If Your Heart's Not In It lyrics

2008-06-28T21:45:00.001+08:00

2008-06-27T19:10:00.003+08:00

its been a week.
i miss u. =(

2008-06-26T21:53:00.002+08:00

MAYBE
[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Verse 2:]
Im always connected online
Looked on my Facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true (OH)
Im caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe im wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
Its all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong, And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...

2008-06-26T21:53:00.001+08:00

2008-06-16T22:39:00.002+08:00

had duty tdy.
i'm beginning to dread my life.
every morning i wake up feelin more tired.
jus wish i wake up one day feeling so recharged for work.
for a new start.
my coughin is still lingering.
jus wont seem to go away.

anw i decided to buy tt pedro shoes.
jus hav to wait for the rite time.
k i'll end here.
feel so tired.
sigh.

2008-06-15T15:20:00.002+08:00

haha. realise i havent been blogging for quite long.

watched the incredible hulk ytd.
OMG.
i think e show v nice. haha.
muz watch.

mm.. nt week got so many duties.
sigh.
mon n thurs.
this month got more duties cos 3 ppl ord le.
so sad.
i wan ord too.
haha.
but 3 more guys comin tml!
yeah! so happy. haha.
my understudy is comin! so fast.
before i noe it i'll realised i'm a civilian ard.
hee.
den after ord i might work in NUH.
got lobang. haha.
but not confirm la.
hee.

Was thinkin of gg to dance classes.
haha. maybe i shd do sth interesting in my life now.
Currently learnin drivin.
den 12 july i'll learn how to drive powerboat
haha. get both land n sea licence.
i wan to learn how to scuba dive!
hee..
so many things to learn.
but so lazy.
lol.

Oh no. i'm so gg to miss the IT show.
sigh.

2008-06-12T19:48:00.001+08:00

had duty ytd.
so so tired
cos jus now had drivin lesson
omg i stall the car alot of times.
sian.
i tink i'm so lousy.
tml duty again
so tired.
i'm gg to slp soon.
hah.

2008-06-11T00:53:00.001+08:00

This song is for you.

2008-06-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

2008-06-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

David Cook - Always Be My Baby lyrics

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby



Song lyrics | Always Be My Baby lyrics

2008-06-10T15:54:00.002+08:00

i had my 1st drivin lesson ytd.
AND
i only stall my car ONCE.
ONCE!
haha.
this is the talent.
talent of still being in gear 1
lol.. -_-
hee. but ok la. drivin was fun.
i din noe i could be quite pro.
haha.
the only time i stall was before i even drive.
he told me to clutch in.
shift to gear 1
den he talked to me for so long.
i was lyk.
ok.
release clutch.
den the car jerked.
oops.
=P
den after tt i jus rmb cannot release clutch
den clutch in when u brake.
if u r lazy lyk some taxi driver,
den shift gear to neutral!
LOL.
my next lesson is on thurs afternoon.
hee.

i'm eatin maggi noodles for lunch.
=)
i cooked on my own ok.
its been a long time since i did tt
but i tink i still can cook.
hee..
YEN CAN COOK.
SO CAN YOU!
=P

anw, i've got duty tml. shit la.
=(

2008-06-08T23:33:00.002+08:00

i spend my sat thinkin i can go to sentosa for a tanning session.
but it rained the whole day.

tdy i met my jc classmates for kbox n pool.
lol. when song hao saw me he was lyk: "eh martin u came!"
omg tt shows how many meet up sessions i've pon.
haha.. but sam din come tdy.
mm E9L9.
tsk tsk.
SC told me den i was lyk wa.. he ck until lyk tt ah haha.. jk la.
so we played pool until 410.
k at abt 2 this gal called me.
she said "hi martin rite? when r u collectin ur shirt?"
i was lyk: er wad shirt?
haha.
realised the collection date for the nj gate climing shirt was tdy.
she went:" can u come down by5?"
i was quite shocked la.
lyk playin pool halfway den call me to go to cityhall to get my shirt.
i told her i'll call her back cos it was my turn to play.
anw i still did rush down la.
met thomas along the way.
den i was lyk:" hey, we meet again!"
( the last time we met was on thurs nite at lot1. * btw he's the gavel club pres after me*)
den i told him abt the shirt collection.
he said he jus walked past tt place( area btw esplanade n citylink mall)
n he thinks its a scam.
i was lyk
SHIT.
haha.
is it a joke?
lol..
but it was on facebook
n the gal called me up.
den i continue walkin.
n the place before newyork newyork
(the place where there's always roadshows)
i met joanna.
from acuvue cos she's workin la.
hah.
so random can.
N she forgot my name. great.
lol. but at least she did rmb where she met me.
*worked w me at simei roadshow*
den i finally reached the place n got the shirt.
its not a scam.
dun worry. (:
den i jus took a bus down to orchard
went to hav lunch/dinner w dear and ron
den i started my shopping expedition.
lol.
jus shop n shop
haha..
so fun shoppin alone.
but after a while it got borin la.
i went to learn more abt asics n mizuno shoes.
for marathon.
still decidin on which one to buy.
lol... cos i've got low arch.
so i nd support shoes.
n shoes w more support n lesser cushion.
mm... learned alot from askin the staff.
hee
thou i felt quite bad not buyin.
after tt i headed to cine
den i was wonderin if i will see zav cos he told me he'll be in town
n i did bump into him!
haha..
stopped by at gloria jeans cos they had this one for one drink.
den we were jus chattin away while i waited for dear.
oh n we saw familiar faces. lol.
anw after waited for dear. den she bought a spag from forever21.
n den we went home.

after the long day,
i feel quite tired. haha.

2008-06-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

yay! i passed my FTT!
woohoo!
k honestly, i nv seen half the qns b4.
the stupid online quiz is useless.
i jus read the FTT on the bus here n b4 the test.
n i passed! haha.
i saw this gal in front of me printin her results.
failed.
so sad.
mm
anw i lost my hp.
the old no one.
so sad. act was my sis's one la.
haha
she lend it to me then i tink it slipped outta my pocket!
shit.
nvm
i feel v happy.

i felt so gd. =)
whenever i think of u i feel so happy.
the kinda joy from inside.
i cannot explain.
You are that someone.
That someone that will make me smile again.

2008-06-04T02:53:00.003+08:00

slept at 830 til now.
i'm stil feelin v sick.
my throat hurts lyk hell.
ouch.
i've been feelin v sian these few days. everyday jus doin nth constructive.
i nd to find smtg interestin in my life again.
i nd to find the excitement i used to hav.
but tt bein said.
wad kinda excitement is gd enuf?
i'm jus so sick of bing home alone and stayin in front of the com for few hrs
sigh.
i'm gettin tired.

2008-06-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

i jus came back from a run.
from my hse run straight to the 414 direction..
den turn right at expressway
along the condo
to shell
then cck park
den stagmont camp
the CC
den all the way along teck whye
turn left to ten mile junction.
den straight to bpp.
den cross the overhead bridge.
back along ten mile
den go straight to ite college west( under construction)
den along Civil defence HQ
pavillion park
den along brickland road.
ya.
tt's all.

I'm so freakin tired.
i hit under 1 hr.
considering all the waiting time for the train and the traffic lights.
i think its under 10 k.
sigh.

2008-06-03T13:00:00.002+08:00

jus fin duty. so tired.
mm i fell sick.
keep coughin..
*cough cough*
lol.
i gotta start bloggin again if not someone will complain i nv blog.=P
hmm.. i began to realise my life is so mundane.
sigh.
decided to run army half marathon in august.
den i might do marathon for std chartered event.
haha. but i nd a gd pair of runnin shoes!
and a gd runnin kaki.
ha.
i tink i'm wastin my life on playin psp.
tt's v bad. oh well.
i wanna take mc. i'm dyin.

2008-05-30T07:18:00.002+08:00

i jus woke up. =P
my longest sleep ever.
haha.
i slept since 5-6 plus ytd evening.
den jus sleep all the way to 7plus.
haha
i feel lyk a total pig.
omg.
12-13hrs or sleep.
i tink i read some msges in between but i was too tired to reply.
realli v v tired.
oh yongqi called.
i rmb.
cos he actualli wanted to club one.
but i was lyk er i not gg to club la
so tired
haha
i still feel a bit tired.
oh well..
mm i was v surprsied my mum din go for work too.
cos she was sick.
mm i'll prob gotta go work soon.
get my breakfast den c how.
haha.

duty tonite.
sigh
i accepted nus pharmacy ard.
pharmacy here i come.
medicine.
gd bye.

2008-05-29T16:30:00.003+08:00

i crashed at krish's place last nite.
his place was amazin! ha. nice location for a home.
lol. though the paradiz centre is renovating.
k when i reach his hse, we played lyk winning 11 8 on ps2!
lol old sch rite.. haha.
still rmb the days where i used to play tt w zav at x square.
anw.
slept for 2 hrs.
den went to ecp.
wa. ran for 4 k (i bet it was more)
so so shagged.
cos i was leading.
damn.
the conductin(jackson) was on a bike. chief safety(krish) was rear runner.
oni left me.
chapalang "occifer".
wahaha.
so i hav to lead la. cant be let desmond lead. he confirm shagged.
hah.
after tt we had dou jiang you tiao for breakfast.
hah. so ah pek. but i lyk!
not bad la.
den build sandcastle.
mm.. ours not v nice.
the one beside us..
tink the pre u sem ppl
they build the sandcastle so so tall!
mm.. i tink they r quite pro.
haha.
den after tt went to tanjong katong to eat lunch.
n i left cos the rest wanted to play dota.
sian.
dunno how to play la.
ha.

i changed wallet! lol. daddy bought from taiwan v long time ago.
but i now den use cos my fake LV wallet spoil le.
lol. yes fake.
SGD 4 bucks from vietnam.
=P

my mum complaint abt my hp bill.
mm i got 500 free sms oni.
but used 1200 plus plus.
sigh
stupid. i wanna change plan.
=[

hai.
am i thinking too much?

2008-05-27T17:05:00.003+08:00

u decided to give our rlnship a chance.
mm. i think we shd jus try it out again.
hope things will work out btw us.

i'll trust u again.

will you still love me in the morning?

2008-05-27T10:23:00.002+08:00

heh.. jus woke up an hour ago.
yay off day tdy.
l8r gg for a swim at 2.
mm i'm gg to pack my room.. den my hse!
haha. so guai rite.
hav been procrastinatin since god noes when. lol.
oh i hav to find my trunks.
dunno where i put em
if not i'll wear thighs. lol.
abit gay lo.
mm.. arts fest is here!
i wanna watch some plays..
heard rhino, king lear project and awaking not bad
sigh. ppl ppl. jio me to watch a play pls.
if not i'll b bored to death.
ha.
p226 range is cancelled.
so i dun nd to conduct anymore! whee.
so gd.
mm i feel lyk gg to gym soon.
feel so unfit.
ppl around me r runnin marathons.
ytd i did 10 k
ran to guilin den few rounds around the stadium den back to my hse.
god i din noe it was tt far.
if i noe i wldn't hav ran there.
wanted to take a bus home.
but i din bring my ezlink card.
keke.
nvm la.
train to run for more races.
n train for my ippt!
ahh.. i wanna maintain a silver.
if not no incentive! sigh.

mm things r gettin better.
i hope. =)

2008-05-26T17:39:00.003+08:00

yay!
i'm back home! finally after 24 hrs of duty on the ship!
mm so bored can.
24 hrs of not talkin to anyone
i almost died.
)=
mm den this mornin i went back to bunk.
realised i nd to be TDO
not tUAS duty officer k.
its TOLIET DUTY OFFICER!
lol w krish again.
we did tt two mondays ago.
haha.
he's back!
lol. he bought me this pair of boxers from american eagle.
they hav camel humps on it.
den krish said.
i chose this design cos i noe u go around humpin ppl.
ZZ!
nO!
i dun do tt ok. onli dogs hump ppl.
OMG. krishmen rasu.
haha.
did my trainin prog tdy.
so freakin tired after tt.
act on half day off.
but i cancelled it cos i've got too many things to do.
haha.
totally forgot abt doin up the trainin prog.
mm.. think i'm gg to run later.
had so lil slp overall.
sigh.
i dunno wad i'm thinkin. or doin rite now.
)=

To the one whom i've spend my ups n downs with,
i miss u dearly.

2008-05-24T20:24:00.002+08:00

went to sentosa w zav tdy.
ya jus both of us. haha.
i brought my sis for breakfast at wang's cafe at 1130.
den met zav at 12. we took bus to vivo.
mm he's an islander! wanted to sign up leh. 19.50 for 1 year. so cheap.
too bad hav to wait v long cos its weeekend den there is lyk onli one staff attendin.
so i was lyk ai ya forget it.
sun tan til 4.
den went to seah im food centre to eat hokkien prawn noodle and sugar cane drink. lol!
zav ordered the same thing.
i think there is so much that we are alike.
esp our thinkin.
anw i bought a shirt tdy.
from domanchi.
49 buck oni. long sleeve shirt.
think i look ok in it.
=P

saw sam from 58th batch in sentosa. he said there'll be a gathering soon.
but muz wait for gab n xinhui to come back.
den saw qiuying n JC
mm den zav was lyk sayin, wa they still tgt ah
break n patch... mm from sec 1 rlnship til now.
i tink they'll get married.
lol
so sweet.
happy for em.

GSS is here.
omg
i wanna shop! but i'm quite broke. haha.
cos nt mth shd be gg phuket.

addicted to this song by jesse Mc Cartney- leavin'
v catchy song.

2008-05-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

i din go drink in e end.
met zav actualli.
hmm.

i nd a life buoy.
a sailor in distress.

2008-05-23T18:47:00.002+08:00

Lets101 - Online Dating

mm.. how true is it. how come i got 6 stars one.

6 compatible signs? so not true.

2008-05-23T18:03:00.003+08:00

I'm on off tdy.
met johnathan sir tdy.
my bmt pc.
haha.
he is still as cute. oh no.
i'm not turnin gay.
jus tt think he quite gd lookin.
but still single.
lol.
tdy is his bday! haha. so i went to meet him after his tannin session.
mm but i onli met him for a while. cos tink his 1st batch of rec r celebratin his bday w him.
hope he enjoyed his day.

hai. tot abt krish.
how r u my fren.
bet he muz be enjoyin his time in LA.
last time he msged me was when chelsea lost. haha.

maybe i'll go drinkin tonite.
guowei sae he wanna lend me his shirt,
" i declared myself mister EMO"
haha. lol.
EMOing is bad for health.
but everyone has to emo.
when they r sad. cos den they can feel better after crying.

chuan msged me online! finally. he's still alive. lol.
mm but he said he kinda got pneumonia again. so sad.
hai. but he din tell me oso.
if not i'll go visit him.

just thought tt i shd try to be a lil more creative.

i stop and stare.
i tried to care.
but what u did
was not being fair.

i told myself
to trust tt part of myself
all i got was lies
and more lies.

k i shd stop tryin to write tt kinda stuff.
i cant do it for nuts.

2008-05-23T12:30:00.003+08:00

i woke up feelin so freed.
i think u grew tired because u were tryin to become some1 u were not.
it wasn't a dream. i muz thank ppl.
ya frens.
frens r impt.
so impt.
too impt tt maybe u can forget abt me.
fine.
maybe all along u r a clubber.
but u suppressed it cos u waited for me until i turn 18.
when i was sailing, u went to uni.
frens are more impt to u.
they fill up the lonliness u hav.
u realised tt all the cant live wout u is bullshit.
u start to miss me lesser.
memories of us were being eraseed and replaced.
so easily.
u dun nd me.
anymore.
i feel lyk a sanitary pad.
yes crude.
u nd me then.
and now.
i served my purpose already.
tt is to tide u over until u find new frens.
i dun rmb the u i noe to be lyk tt.
but amybe u were tt all along.
maybe i knew the better part of u.
tt was gone with our memories.
and ur love for me.
thank you for giving me the pain.
the pain for lovin u.
the pain for trustin u so much.
i think love is blind.
cos i loved u blindly.

2008-05-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

I watched made of honour tdy. was a nice show actualli. v sweet story.
I havent hav nuff sleep for quite long ard. haha.. since last week.
later gg to watch champions league finals! if i can get up on time to watch.
its chelsea vs man u! haha at moscow. hope chelsea can win thou. sigh.
ate bk for dinner. double mushroom swiss. had ice lemon tea.
i began to realise my eatin habits hav become so much like u.
maybe cos i try to eat wad u eat.
i try to like wad u like.
25 mths n 19 days being tgt w u.
u mean the whole world to me. n i felt lyk a part of u.
but, r u a part of my life too?
are u still thinkin whether i will feel happy or sad?
will u still miss me the way u do?
i was sitting alone on a bench jus now n was deep in my thoughts.
all these qns start to appear in my mind?
was readin all the msges u sent me. i realised we had a big tiff on 5 nov. after tt all ur msges were no longer s sweet s b4.
why am i so dumb to realise it onli now?
why din u tell me straight in e face when u were tired?
when u wanted to give up?
why din u give me another chance to salvage it?
my brain size is onli 1359cm3.
tt small.
pea brain.
mao dar is a blockhead.
sigh.
now u msg me more abt wad u r doin n stuff. but still no dear. still no mao dar.
i guess u jus din wan to sae it.
its alrite.
i want to meet u.
cos i miss u so much.
i nd u.
mentally n physically.
nobody said being in a rlnship was easy.
but it's not difficult if u start by giving me a chance.
At least give us a chance to try things out again would u?

2008-05-20T19:42:00.001+08:00

Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quizzes

2008-05-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

i miss u so much.

2008-05-20T17:54:00.002+08:00

u started to ignore me. boo. i realli dunno wad to do. i'm so lost.
gone were the days u used to hold my hand so tightly u'll nv let it go.
everytime i hold ur hand or hug u, i try to make u feel how i feel for u.
my dear. i dunno wad has gone wrong but i jus wanna tell u tt i hope we can try it again. together.
msged u if u wld stil love me the next mornin? u din reply foreva n eva.
i was so disappointed yet again.
why? are things so bad tt we cannot be how we use to be again? u din tell me when u felt down. even if u did, it was when i was sailin for 6 weeks. after which i got confined for god knows how long.
ppl say tt ns will break a rlnship. i tot we said tt was so not true. not for us.
but wad is happenin. after i commission from ocs, wad i get is this.
i dun even noe how to reply u when u jus replied : playing game lo...
u knew i hated u to reply short sms. n 3 words. again.
why?
ytd when i ask u if u loved me. u told me yes. i was so happy. but u said abt no commitment n u said abt too late, i jus cant help but teared. again n again.
interview my guys ytd. some were still in a rlnship gg strong. why cant we? is ns realli a place where love will falter?

i suddenly tot of this story.
two frogs in a well. swimming. happily livin with each other. they loved each other so much n the sky they saw above the well was the whole world to em. they were v contented n satisfied w the life they live. den one day, one frog told the other tt he has to go swim underwater to find food. he went for weeks. months. leavin the other frog alone. thinkin.
the other frog asked herself: wad would it be like outside of this well?
so the other frog decided to jump. she kept jumpin and tried to reach out of the well. until one day, she eventually jumped outta e well. she found many other frogs around outside the well. She wanted to make new frens n forgot abt the frog.
when the frog finally surfaced, he couldn't find the other frog. he shouted n shouted her name.
again and again.
noone responded.
the other frog made new frens and was v happy w her new found frens.
will the other frog rmbs e frog n jump back into the well? or will she help him to climb out of e well to her world?
or will she jus leave the frog alone in e well?

my dear, wad would u do? =(

2008-05-19T18:49:00.003+08:00

i told u how i feel deep down inside.
n as expected, i knew u were tired. maybe i nv tried hard enuf. maybe i wasn't even gd enuf for u.
malfunction after 2230.
taking u for granted.
never realli showed how much i cared for u.
until when i was sailing, u realised tt ur world is not jus abt me. but ur frens. but other ppl. who made u happier. tahn i could.
all i gave u was nth but sadness n disappointment.
but i was glad u said how u felt inside.
but when u told me it was too late, i jus cried so much. so so much. i felt tt i nv realli showed my love for u.

i shd be the one to apologise. cos i was in e wrong all along.
when i called u, u were cryin. i felt so painful. dear. i'm so sorry for bringin so much pain to u.

i think when u r in dis situation, u jus hav to ask urself if u still love me.
No matter what your reply will be. I'll still love u my mao baby.

2008-05-19T01:30:00.002+08:00

its 130am in the mornin. was woken up by a nitemare. omg i woke up w my body drenched in sweat. wad happened to us? jus now i msg u u told me u were at ur aunt's hse seein ur mum play mahjong. the next moment i msg u u duin reply. waited a while msg u again. no reply. i called u. u din pick up. now its 130. there isn't even a single thing from my fone from u. onli my OC replied my weekly status. tt's all.
i called u at 115 jus now. call until the voicemail thingee appeared. all i can say is i'm v disappointed. i was jus worried abt u.
boo my dear. i've been wanting u ask u this for a v long time ard. lyk i notice we've not been so close as before. hai dunno how to sae it to u. but i dunno if u r tryin hard enuf for our rlnship.
hav u given up? cos i still wanna try it w u. someone told me this b4: the initial part of a rlnship is always sweet n happy, but long term rlnship nds commitment to add sparks to continue the rlnship.
after so much tt we hav been thru.
do u still love me my dear?

2008-05-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

another nice song.
from 9pm channel 8 show. muahaha

2008-05-18T21:15:00.001+08:00

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2008-05-18T11:55:00.002+08:00

somehow i find myself in the situation my best fren is in. ha. its his bday tdy. HAPPY BDAY!
bet he's prob enjoyin himself in LA.
This song is a v nice song. esp when he sang dun make me change my mind.
n a gal like u is impossible to find.

2008-05-18T11:51:00.002+08:00

Fall for you- Second hand serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me inI'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words'
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

2008-05-15T17:54:00.001+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHyTX4gRjE4&feature=related

couldn't get it on my blog. embed disabled by request.
sian. go listen to the song.

2008-05-15T17:49:00.002+08:00

I had a dream. a dream tt i onli happens in fairy tales n tv shows.
when i woke up the next mornin, i realised i was back here where i was again.
I tried to sleep to find back the same dream i had.
but no matter how hard i try, the dream wont come back to me anymore.
maybe it was jus not meant to be. or maybe the dream came at the wrong time.

I wish i can make the dream again. i realli do.

2008-05-12T18:56:00.002+08:00

monday! muahaha. a brand new week ahead. but i'm so busy. mm..
i realised i hav v impt frens around me. the friendships w these ppl is becomin stronger cos they r always there for me when i nd help. lyk my closest indian fren: krish. n chinese fren: zav.
mm.. feels gd to know there is a best fren to listen to what you've got. do stupid things tgt. tah all the scoldings from oc tgt. ha. jus suddenly appreciates those who cares for me. (:
thank you guys.

2008-05-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

jus had steamboat at home! made a mess thou. jus now spilled some soup in the kitchen..zz.. but all is well n the steamboat is yummy! haha. i think i've become a v family person. lyk i care more for my family now. i used to hate bein at home and stuff.. durin my teenage days.. ): psst: i'm soon gg to hit the age wout a teen behind! grr..
i can still rmb the days when i quarrelled w my parents and my siblings.. until my parents were so disappointed w me. almost gave up. oh mm.. i think they gave up. haha. at least i realised my mistake now. i'm spendin more time w my family now.
mm krish got into pharm too. he said this year dem easy to get in cos last year those med rejects got in pharmacy but went overseas to study. so there's lyk a lack of pharmacy.
actualli to be objective abt it. its not realli bad. cos den i'll be competin w ppl tt might be less intellectual. mm. ok i'm not an elitist. not even one to start with. but i think i'll jus stick to pharm. at most work harder and go overseas for my post grad. or GMS. a not v cheap but gd degree. i think. by den the pioneers wld hav graduated. shall jus c how they perform after they grad.
duke uni leh. though they offer. MD. i always think tt MBBS is better. its a preference btw bein a researcher and a physician. oh well.
i realised my peers around me are either doctors, lawyers or in top universities around the world esp in UK and US. freakin gd. how i wish i could be lyk tt.
my dad told me to appeal and call up nus. lol. ask em why they wld waste such a talent. i was lyk err.. no i'm not realli a talent. besides, there are so many ppl out there facin the same situation but they opt to go overseas to pursue medicine. den my dad said, tell em they cant deny a poor talent a chance from bein a doc. hah. the sad reality is- in this society, the rich jus gets richer. And the poor jus gets poorer.
tt's y i've been tellin myself i wanna be great. at least in the future my kids will have a better education and more options. i dun blame my parents for being poor. but i wanna work hard cos i noe how it feels to be denied of a chance of doing smtg u wan. the disappointment.
nuff of ranting. nt week willl be quite relax. hee.

2008-05-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

mm.. been auite long since i blogged. its the mth of may! hee. rcv the letter from nus. i got into pharmacy! lol. mm.. i guess i still can be an academic doctor ba. i heard the course is not easy. dem competitive. zz. shall try my best. give up on reapplyin med ard. hai. mayb i'll do post grad at GMS.c how.
had soccer w zav in the mornin. den he left early cos its his mum's bday tdy! lol. den push forward the celebration to lunchtime. i'm so tired. keep playin winnin 11 this few days. v bored. no new games for psp. anyone got any game to intro? mm. gg out w family later. my sis's last violin lesson cos her teacher is gg to give birth soon. oh dear. i shd catch some slp.

2008-04-27T16:18:00.002+08:00

Played soccer at 9 w zav. the lam soon court was occupied by some chinese taoist stuff so we went to the one at blk 426 i tink. mm.. got to noe two guys there. 1 year younger servin ns s well. mm.. i realise actualli there r quite a number of chelsea fans out there! haha.. yay! so comforting. i always tot i was the only exclusive one. lolz.
bookin in l8r. 9plus. ): so sian. i can onli book out on wed noon. cos got duty on tues.

happy bday to shu shu. last person i noe whose bday falls in e mth of april.
mm.

E-M-O-I-N-G +_+

2008-04-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

i'm quite into this song by cobie caillat- realise.
mm dunno y i'm abit emo these few days. think too much bad things happen at the same time at the wrong time s well.
moody moody.
listen to the melody n read the lyrics. mayb u'll feel the same.

2008-04-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

been a bad week. ):

though i watched chelsea vs man u match at teck whye coffee shop tdy and chelsea won! 2-1 hee.

mm.. i got uber drunk on wed. dun wanna talk abt it. thurs spent a gd afternoon w baby (: her bday. fri went to expo and met joy from css.. erm den had dinner at jumbo @ ecp.
spent the most of tdy at home and meetin zav.
gg to do my routine in the mornin tml. soccer @ lamsoon.
mm. krish told me tt those who got shortlisted for med will do the essay tml.
i'm not one of em. ): sadly.
i guess i dun hav wad it takes to be a doctor. oh well.
mayb tt's y this week is so bad.
gotta be back in camp by 9 plus tml s well. so sian. cos of range on mon. hmm.. there is almost no time to take a breather.

2008-04-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

penguin!
ISABELLE
ice cream maker!
gelato nice nice
dry food warmer

daddy in red

2008-04-23T18:31:00.001+08:00

nice cakes
more!
me! lol.
yummy
mermaid mermaid where r you?

2008-04-23T18:28:00.002+08:00

yeah! wed! haha... its mambo nite tdy... meetin han wei and krish later.. chuan might come too.. celebrate hanwei's bday.. MM HANRY HAPPY BDAY! (: oh.. tml's dear bday thou... hee.. meetin her in the afternoon..

went to expo ytd. for hotel asia08... alot of things lo. daddy wants me to c the 'real' world.. wa. 6 halls all used up leh! alot of ppl la. n the booths are jus nv ending de lo.. i walked from hall 6 to hall 1 i tink i took abt an hour.. too many things to c ard.. took some photos thou. hee.. the cakes are dem nice... yummy! cute.. (:

shagged..

2008-04-20T11:27:00.002+08:00

i've been spendin my time in camp this week. even on saturday! 24 h duty. oh i pang seh krish on fri nite. hee.. too seh ard.. so tired la.. after exercirse n duty. den sat 24h duty oso. ):
finally i can smell my weekend. though its ending in another half a day.
hee nt week is my lull period. i wanna rest n recuperate. den the following week conduct range. den duty den long long long weekend! (: hee.
mm.. postponin my trip to end june. hopefully no ops den. mm.. how come i feel so tired ah.. the first time leh.. mm.. tink cos i'm sick ard den plus lack of sleep jus made it worse. callin the saf hotline soon. lol. jk la.
finally meetin her later. (: mm.. celebrating her bdae tgt w her family.
wa. the weather is so hot. cant stand it. i nd a dip. but caught a cold.. cant go swim. ):

2008-04-18T18:35:00.001+08:00

Onerepublic - Stop And Stare lyrics

2008-04-18T18:03:00.002+08:00

yeah! i'm finally home! haha.. 3 days of bein in camp made me sick. ): boo hoo caught a flu. Hmm... i realised for once this is the first time i stayed in camp for so long! lol. oops. tee hee. mm.. gg out to chill w krish l8r. after his dinner date. haha. sigh ytd i was on the ship so tired la.. the spec keep tokin.. so noisy. :/
wa lau. tml duty again. -_-zz this week flew past right b4 my eyes. friday ard. i realised this might b the feelin my guys hav. after stayin in camp for so long after duty. u jus wanna reach home asap. den the stupid 188 took so long to come. aniwaes i tink i'll stay outside til latest 3. den go home slp. den morning go duty. sunday den celebrate dear's bday w her n her family. she postponed it for me. so sweet.
I think too much of seawater enter my brain. lol. i mean mucus. cos i've got a stuck nose for a week ard.
i'll prob go sleep first before i go meet up w krish. chuan's dpo tdy. so sad. if not will jio him too.

dunno if i'm gg phuket ard. cos of ops. ):

2008-04-15T18:48:00.002+08:00

mm.. jus had duty last nite and den straight after.. recce.
dem it. alex he msg me at 2plus 3 i tink.. sae tt he mayb on mc and cant take over my duty.-_- the f#**% my god la. i can believe it. at least he could make some arrangements n tell me"hey martin i cant take over ur duty, adrian will be doin it instead cos i nd to go c the doc. v urgent. but in e end its jus diahorrea. n sae scared stomach flu. wa lau. i cant imagine this comin from an "OCIFFER" grr..
luckily adrian took over me early so i can b in time for recce. stil hav a quick bite. hee.
this few days keep seein roland. ha. finally the batch can sit down for breakfast tee hee. been a long time since we did tt.
mm den while we were havin breakfast, khristine came to tell us a bad news. no more stamp for nsf officers. wa lau! so unfair. stupid J. go complain sae y we hav stamp he dun hav. he higher appt den us blah blah.. lp. stil a confined "crap".
nvm. i ren. go recce even worse. kena arrowed. long range artillery he sae i conductin for P226 at safti soon. dem it. i havent even start to conduct my ar15! shit man. lyk uncle jo sae... if its outta ur pay scale. let others do it!
hey its outta my payscale! save me uncle jo! ):
den krish v sad. hai. dun sae le la. tml all of us got to stay in. ): hai. den somemore they doin 100percent check on us. wad's the rank for man.
sometimes i wonder so much trainin and stuff we've gone thru is all for wad? jus to become a target board for ppl to shoot. is it worth it? i believe there is so much more i wanna do for my guys. i wanna do to help change thier lives. but i'm drownin w so many stuffs and dyin w so many arrows flyin. sometimes, u gotta be defensive and be a porcupine. this is wad i'm tryin to learn. slowly but surely.

mm.. dear jus fin her exam. Jia you la. my heart goes out to u for studyin so hard. mm.. though u've been kinda neglectin me. but i jus wanna tell u to hang in there. be strong. (: mayb things will get better when ur exams r over. i hope. =D
9 more days! i'm so stressed out. dunno wad to buy. ): sigh.

mm.. i think i gotta go shop for snacks n tidbits to buy in for the stay in. later go shop shop shop! haha.. oh. i'm broke. yes i am. although pay jus came in lyk 5 days ago. -_-

2008-04-12T19:05:00.001+08:00

2008-04-12T19:04:00.002+08:00

歌名：一人一半
歌手：伍家辉

Intro

| G | Bm | C | D |

Verse

G Bm C D G
一人一半感情不散一人一素故感情才会久

G Bm C D G
时光累积安静的泪滴一心去追爱那么可贵

Chorus

G D/F# Em Bm
这样的人这样地等无非是等个回应眼神

C G Am D
为爱翻滚不计伤痕甘心为你一生都浮沉

G D/F# Em Bm
这样的人别笑我蠢傻傻的心痛也不觉疼

C G Am D
就算天冷就算残忍等你想起这没用的人

G Bm C D G
一人一半感情不散已经找到爱为何要离开

2008-04-11T14:48:00.002+08:00

hmm.. went to mambo on wed. (: yay! finally.. chuan krish yong qi n me! saw felix. wa. we bought 1for1 jug of long island tea. den felix bought us 1 jug too. so sweet. ha. mambo wasn't as nice b4 12 so we decided to go phuture. den chuan saw his frens there den he want to dance there lo. hmm.. den yong qi pang seh. he went to find his fren and disappeared.

oh well. btw.. i passed my btt! haha.. so easy. but i was v pissed tt i hav to go to bbdc tdy again cos the lasy who help me register in jan did a conversion membership for me. tink she click wrongly. so apparently i hav to re enrol again. waste my money. but my ftt is on 5th jun. mm.. time to find an instructor. haha. i heard private students jus go for 10 lessons or so. so pro. lyk learnin pbcdl.

krish ask me to go st james tonite. ): i'm contemplating. shd i?

2008-04-09T17:22:00.004+08:00

mambo! ha. tonite i hope it'll be a success. me chuan krish n yong qi. (:
oh roland pang seh cos he sae he wanna watch man u v roma tonite. sigh. roland roland. u r gettin further n further away from us. hq n bsc. keke.. but thx for helping me out w the AI. (: i'd b lost wout u.
Met dear for lunch tdy. tried the palette. new restaurant in her sch. my god. i c the place so high class n well furnished i told the person i wanted black forest steak. den i said i wan medium.
guess wad she told me.
" excuse me, no medium. oni one size."
-_- wtf! omg she din even noe. wa lan. i jus wanted the steak medium. i repeated.
" i say ard no medium or large onli one size!"
lp! i was lyk ok wadeva.

omg tt was the funniest exp i ever have so far! steak onli std sixe. no large or medium. haha!

2008-04-04T09:06:00.002+08:00

woke up so early in the morning to pray my wai gong wai po. mm jus now saw my uncles. den one of em v du lan mummy come so early. lol. lyk tt oso wanna pick a quarrel. i dun understand em. realli. so old ard still wanna quarrel over small things.
i realised money can make wonders. lol. is money realli tt impt tt u can disregard anything else lyk kinship n frenship? scratch scratch*
i'm conductin lesson later. oh well. sian. tonite got duty somemore. Mm.. talked to marcus ytd online. He's back! haha. might b meetin him on thurs nite for dinner. mm.. he muz hav alot of stories to share.. hee.
mm. hungry. think i'm gg to make my shark's fin soup.. wahha... yummy!

2008-04-03T20:00:00.002+08:00

one after another. now its another stupid thing. hai. i cant believe i did such a dumb thing. send wrong msg. shit i jus declared a new enemy i guess. hai. y in the first place u lyk hate me n stuff. i dun understand man. i dun wan to make enemy. grr.. pOlItIcS.

2008-04-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

had a long day in camp tdy. supposed to be on off. den got recalled. grr... so many things happened. my guys late for ippt, yz kena pumped, sean nv ensure tt stations r cleaned, worse of all- one of em try to smoke me! i hate ppl who tell lies! and alvin washed his card. mm.. i'm jus so sick n tired of all these stuff. hai. s i told krish. i onli look forward to meetin my gal after so much shit tdy.

went to giraffe to eat. mm. turns out to be quite ok la. v full. the first dish was cai po. lol.. some veggie. n they give u bread. so apparently u hav to spread it on ur bread n eat. can taste the olive oil. not bad la. lol *we tot it was the crumped mushrooms at first. den the mushrooms. 4 uber big ones. fried. realli awesome. the mushrooms r jus juicy n crispy. yummy! i ordered tenderloin cos the review said it was gd n dear had seafood pasta. ok v sia suay. we din noe wad was the pasta choice thou. turns out to be seafood pasta rice. mm but ok la. the seafood is quite nice too.
the whole restaurant is quite quiet. ambience not bad. but got some tai tais sitting in the middle of the room and talk quite loudly. quite bimbotic.
the food is reasonably priced. a lil more than TCC or bakerzin depending on wad u order.
after jus went home. n here i am. tired. jus wanna catch some slp for duty tml.

2008-04-01T19:11:00.003+08:00

I just finish changing my blogskin. k. crisis core for now.
cos aerith is dem pretty! wahaha... though krish keep tellin me tt she's not real. but dun care. ha.
Its been a real long time since i blogged and change skin. so yeah. I jus got so bored i decided to do it once and for all.

Recently, there's alot of politics in my office. grr.. sian. and i tot life wld get better when 08 came. I was so wrong.
To my guys: i have to tell u to be prepared to be garang. cos ur pc n pc1 is gg to b garang v soon. mm.. in order to appease some ppl.

oh btw, there'll be another big bang for us at WT again... hai. dunno y we hav to go thru this shit.

Went out on saturday afternoon w dear to je lib. mm her exams r comin so she feelin quite stressed up. dun worry, i understand. I realised tt sometimes absence makes the heart grow fonder. maybe not meetin so often might help. cos u'll better appreciate the time u hav w each other. Tml marks our 2nd year tgt. bringin her to giraffe for dinner. mm.. nv been there b4. it better b nice. (:

i'm jus wondering what to get her. argh. ):

btw the two youtube videos below r from 5EC. Amy, u hav gd vocals!
* i'm not gg to tell anyone krish. ;) *

2008-04-01T19:03:00.001+08:00

2008-04-01T19:00:00.000+08:00

2008-03-09T21:16:00.003+08:00

i'm suddenly felt lyk blogging. for once. after being posted to unit and after slackin for so long.

i jus feel so empty deep down inside. mm.. i know wad i'm sayin rite now mayb a lil hurtful. but i jus feel v disappointed. i noe tt back in the cadet days i'm always confined n the 6 weeks hav made u more independent and hav new circle of frens, but hav u ever wondered how i wld feel? lyk i dun hav the hyperactive n super-on type of frens tt u hav. in fact, my life is jus abt u n my family. half the time u r studyin n when u r free, u r meetin ur frens. when u finally can meet me, u hav to worry if ur parents will b angry tt u went out so late the previous nite w ur frens.

we no longer use to b as sweet as before. to me, i believe tt affection is v impt in a rlnship. whether it is words of affection or touch, i feel so lil from u. i feel lyk a helpless baby cryin from his cradle. what can i say or do to make u feel how i feel.. to make u see wad i see. all i wish is a sweet msg when i wake up every mornin, or before i sleep. but nv did i rcv any of tt from u anymore. u took forgettin to msg me as an excuse. could u forget to msg someone tt u love?

the pain tt i feel continues when u dun bother to tell me where u are, or wad u r doin, or who are u talkin to. i may sound lyk a total control freak, but i am not. i'm realli not. i dunno if this wld work out. i no longer hav the kind of confidence in our rlnship and faith. because we no longer sit at the rooftop terrace of esplanade n watch another shooting star, we no longer watch a movie tt whispers "i love u" softly into ur ears, we no longer visit the beach n bare our backs to let the sun scorch n make us sweat. we no longer play table tennis where i see every perfectness in the way u start the match.

sometimes i wonder if u realli understand wad bein in love is. sometimes i hope u understand wad i hoped for. i dun wan to meet u jus to feel sad n lonely. i dun wan to meet u jus for the sake of meetin up. the kind of disappointment is overwhelmin tt it hurts more the the excitement n joy i look forward to seein u. sometimes all i nd is jus a kiss or a hug filled with the feelings of missing someone dearly-- like a long hug. jus tt simple. sometimes ur body language can tell how much u miss a person. ur body language is far more powerful than any words.

maybe ultimately i jus wanna ask u:

Are u still with me?

2008-01-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

mm.. my fourth day in tango-delta-sierra. fun hee. i lyk it there... well. i tink i wanna strive for excellence for my guys. so that i can hav enuf reason to fight for welfare for them. honestly i feel tt they r quite poor thing. mm.. life there as a man is realli quite shitty. oh well its ok la.. i'll try to do my best as a pc.
my vision for my teams is:
To become a world-class patrol team by being swift and ever ready when mobilised.

Haha.. as u wld hav realised,the word world class is there.. mm well. its always the case la. i feel tt mm in this organisation everything oso nd to b world class.

Ok.. apart from work, i hav lyk lots of things i wanna do!
my btt is on 10 apr.. (finally i booked it)
den i wan change my blogskin.
and i wan my OFF**** pay!
GRR... -_-

2007-12-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

crothers's office.
i love this place.
the slide!

2007-12-30T01:10:00.000+08:00

nice?
sweet
cool
hee. c the vodka n chivas?
dear insisted to take a photo w tt

2007-12-30T01:07:00.000+08:00

my xmas present!
cuff links from rv
my shelf!
(:
:)

2007-12-29T12:48:00.000+08:00

tt's e way!
me n hh
wilson kena stripped!

do i look drunk?

2007-12-29T12:33:00.000+08:00

tangs
haha.. do i look lyk a british soldier?
lala
tada
yeah

2007-12-29T12:23:00.000+08:00

n the guys!
wolf pack attack! haha
w wolf do
dragon do

2007-12-29T12:13:00.000+08:00

the ladies(:
me n pek!
liu taiwan
showboat!
ERhem.. lil red dot(:

2007-12-29T12:03:00.000+08:00

me!
dear's new hair!
me n neo.
me n yuen.
me n tay.

2007-12-29T11:51:00.001+08:00

my cake!
hee... preparin to blow
make a wish first!
dear n me
my parentS!

2007-12-29T11:38:00.000+08:00

and we present, the newly commissioned officers!
the trio.
me n sis. (:
hee
gee

2007-12-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

zi lian in the carpark. hee.

she jus refused to let me take her.

2007-12-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

this photo was taken v long time ago. i found it in my phone recently. haha.

2007-12-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

i cant seem to upload any more photos at the moment.. guess u guys hav to wait for a day or two before u get to c all the photos...
been a long while since i blogged.. my commissioning parade, my bday n my comms ball have already passed. and my last day in ocs was ytd...
life in NS is so fast. its been abt a year since i first entered the service. mm.. i'm posted to tuas defence squadron btw. its supposedly v fun. i've got my own bike. n my boat. they call it rigid hull inflatable boats. RHIBs in short.
mm.. so today was my first day of my leave.. n i woke up pretty late.. abt 11 plus... went to dear's hse to meet her. ate her packet of unwanted chai tao kuay. *she cant finish*
den.. we went to west mall to shop for her mum's bday present. mm.. happy bday to dear's mum! hee.
ok den we went back home. i went back w my psp.. wahhah... den i played naruto all the way till now... while dear went back home to eat dinner w her family. jack's place at west coast... well.. i play til i unlock the insane mode for heroes mode! haha.. v v diff. but i managed to win.. so happy. mm.. den dear sae ron wan her to pei to go zouk. -_-zz sian. i rather u meet me then go zouk man. but nvm la. hai. jus hope tt u come home early.

2007-12-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

i love this photo!
my family!
jon, me and jon.
this is so funni.
ex- dragon div! [=

2007-12-28T21:51:00.000+08:00

just rained..
yeah men in white!
i'm gg to get commissioned..
yeah finally my new rank!
dad n mum (:

2007-11-25T20:28:00.000+08:00

investment

Investment is the possession of an asset that will possibly yield profits overtime.
why must we invest? To yield more money for future spendings and more luxury.
I have been learning abit of financial planning and investment and realised i shd start to save abit for my future. mm.. life is short. but earning big bucks in such a short time, oni investment and buying shares can realli earn alot. but it can make u lose lyk mad too.. investment is an art. u nd alot of research and analysis on the stock market. the thing abt then market is tt it is v volatile. some shares can fluctuate alot in a few mths.
investment is a wiseman's choice. i wld rather take the risk than leave my money to rot in bank. (",)

2007-11-08T17:27:00.000+08:00

This is to test if i can blog on my bro's aptop.. cos dear keep complainin she cant seem to blog thru this..

2007-11-08T11:27:00.000+08:00

finally get to blog!
went to plush ytd nite... booked out real late.. lyk 11.38.. den i took a cab to plush!
Met new ppl ytd: eric, alan n peeps... ash... hah..
it was v crowded so i din realli buy a drink.. but dear's fren had a bottle of martell.. den we jus played guessing game to finish up the bottle... after tt got a lil higher so we went to dance till dem late.. shit my head was spinnin then i din realli noe wad happen when we were dancin.. aniwaes had a fun nite meetin new ppl and club.. havent club for a loong time.
dear's sleepin now.. haha... n i'm jus lyk explorin her new laptop n charging the psp... (:

2007-10-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

two days of liberty whiz passed like passing showers in the sky. But yet the moments I shared with her was the greatest days of my life ever since i came back to s'pore. Life is hard in camp. With so many "showmen" around, its is so tiring to struggle to do my part.
I met him ytd. mm... the only thing i can say is that he is a woman's guy. almost a SNAG. maybe those unfair statements that i made about him was wrong. But you can't entirely blame it on me because I was just worried about her safety. We went to Simlim. He was working there. Initially I felt really uncomfortable and was trying hard to be nice. After all, you cant expect such a protective guy like me to be that nice.
But then I realised I gotta accept her friends. And why not just make friends instead of always sulking and complain behind her back feeling so jealous and helpless about it in camp? So I offered to wait for him so he could join us for dinner. And went for some drinks at plush. thats all.

2007-08-04T08:13:00.000+08:00

aww... mao visit me.. (:

Mm.. time flies.. was watchin the army show ytd.. den they show abt bmt stuff.. back in tekong man.. i miss tt place.. even mao miss it too..haha..oh well.. i'm leavin today... sailing off to ho chi minh muara n cairns... mm.. will miss sg alot... my mao n family... (: well.. i'll go buy lots of clothes n bag mayb? if i get to smell shore.. haha... will go wout slp... mm 3hrs.. or 45 min slp.. a day.. lol.. hee... i dun usually slp late at nite... abt 12 plus i'll die le... haha... can ask my div mates.. lol.. but i'll try ba.. mm mao mao... i'll miss u... i'll call u when i reach ho chi minh.. mm den u'll be spendin our 17th mth alone... take care k...

2007-06-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

yet another week has passed.. mm jus realised abt 12 weeks of ocs have made me mentally tired. its an honour to be in there. the pride n all.. but mentally its really taxin at times.. booked out tdy cos i had qm duty ytd. lol.. so sian.. mm how i wish i can put down everything n jus go on a trip overseas somewhere i'll feel relaxed. But i cannot do tt.. boo

ate lunch w dear. delifrance haha.. nice dear had seafood croissant while i had rump steak. den we share garlic bread n ice cream. well.. was v nice spendin time w dear.
watched scary movie 4 n next. lol.. cock la scary movie... next is cool...
boo.. so tired.. i wanna slp soon.. gg back to camp.. hai.

2007-06-17T19:27:00.000+08:00

its been a great weekend from bookin out on fri.. went to mos w dear n my frens.. had quite gd time apart from dear's feet keep gettin stepped on! (: haha...
den it was sat.. went to cine watched ocean's 13.. haha brad pitt.. yes yes.. i can nv understand y gals go crazy over her.. mayb its jus like y gals dun get guys gg crazy over jessica alba? i dunno.. hee.. erm.. oh heard from eunice smtg bad... hi yo... ): JUNYANG becomin gay! oh no... he's now workin at num..

wanted to meet zav ytd oh.. den no time no choice.. mm.. zav meet up w u nt time k..went to run 4 plus km w dear.. haha.. Yeah! achievement! haha... for dear.. so long she havent been runnin... hee...

oh i always wanted to say this... la was in smu advert! wow.. sae tt 2-3 weeks ago.. n it was my mum who ask me was tt her.. haha... anw tt was random.. ha.

den tdy i woke up late cos i slept quite late this mornin haha... oops.. was checkin out on psp stuff.. do u noe tt psp can b a remote controller for air con n tvs? haha... super duper cool man!
n mario on psp... haha... wa dem nice...
dled gba roms for dear too... on psp.. haha... dogz 2 is fun.. lol... its so cute n erm... 3rd grade... ha.
mm... i told dear psp is lyk a guy... literally... the games... even the functions r so guy.. like it cant multitask! haha.. thx to irshell.. lol... changed my perspective of erm... psp totally...

haha... nt week or so i'm gg to check up on radio n video streamin on psp... haha...
mm anw i'm gg to miss dear.. another week... mm 1 more mth n i'll b gg to mstd. argh.. n sat i got duty... ):

2007-06-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

a new start of the week... i'll b missin u. tests n more tests comin up... 4august i'll b sailing...
there i'll b missin my family n u. mm... wonder how i'll survive that 6 weeks.. but for now... i wonder how can i survive this comin week... missin ya badly..

2007-05-31T20:26:00.000+08:00

had real loads of fun w dear these few weeks... been a long time since i blogged.. cos i mm... too busy.. thou not an excuse... updates...

if u have not already noe.. i'm in ocs MIDS... haha.. lucky NSF gg into navy...
den me n dear gg to celebrate 14 mth dis sat.. hee... loves...
ZOUK is the club i wanna go anytime soon...

miss my dear lots... (:

2007-05-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

dear.. i miss u so much.. gg to meet up w u later.. haha... mm.. so fast.. 4 weeks have gone... 10 more to end of Bravo November Tango. tests tests tests... so many of em... mm... i miss civilian life.. boo... wanna club tonite.. haha.. hope i can get to club at zouk.. new place... or double O for drink..

2007-04-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

dear.. i'm sori to make u feel tt way... i'm deeply sori.. i wan u to feel loved.. boo i'm gg out to find u now..

2007-04-29T19:44:00.000+08:00

My love! haha... had such a nice day w dear ytd.. mm.. booked out n dear's dad send me home.. den we went to orchard to shop... haha.. oh dear bought polo black for me... omg so sweet... hee... thx baby.. den we watch nightmare detective.. lol.. so funny diao... the actor too comical le.. haha.. muacks... den we ate pizza walker for dinner... cos we wanted to eat erm western.. haha... went home early den watch movie... casino royale... dear... i'm so happy i'm w u.. so blessed tt u r so gd to me! tml i gg to book out again.. hee. muacks... i love dear.. i cant live wout u, be mine foreva k?

2007-04-29T19:34:00.000+08:00

yummy rainbow!
cheeky me in river island top!
polo black from dear!~
nice not? so sweet baby..
haha.. looks nice but trust me the liquorice swwet not nice de..

2007-04-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

dear i'm wondering what you are doing rite now. shd hav been enjoyin shoppin or movie w u.
mm.. read ur blog n realised how fortunate i am to hav such a faithful gf. btw u r realli pretty.. no PORin... haha... been a realli hectic week for me w less than 14 hrs of slp.. realised how impt family n u are to me.when u said u dun wanna meet me.. i was saddened and truly in despair. but i told myself to compose myself and tell u tt i'll be here for u even though u dun wanna meet me... i'll stil tink of u.. i'll stil miss u... love u.

Life has change ever since i switch vocation. I guess i'm in a state of confusion and feel v stressed. dear... all i want is a hug from u. a peck on my cheek. tt will suffice cos i noe u love me.
i'll b waitin to watch the reapin w u.
checked the timing.. 7.55 9.55 at cine... hugs.

2007-03-25T23:01:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of block leave finally over.. 9 weeks of bmt become 9 mths of ocs.. glad tt i have such an opportunity to lead... mm.. dear dis 2 weeks i have been so so happy.. hee.. noe u r too.. from me bein sick to vivo trips. super dogs, movies... psp purchase... sentosa luge rides... MOS... zoo outings! bird shit on head... 3+2 meetin again... durian fun yum... heee... i feel so happy tt we did so much tgt.. u r my angel... love u so so much hee... wad i wanna sae to you is in the song... u r my angel dear.. givin me strength n everything. love ya! ocs will b tough in my new chapter of life. but rest assure i'll take care n do my best. muz wait for me k? love u lots!

2007-03-23T11:06:00.000+08:00

mm.. n the result of my postin.... OCS! haha...
ZOOOO... dear sound pissed when she picked up the fone... mm my dad's not answering the fone... lol... anw.. dear dun so angry... i'm gg to get u breakfast... hee.. den ZOO!
mm... den daddy n mummy... dun ignore me le la... tinkin of eatin dinner w em tml... (:
hopefully they can b happier...
oh sis ask me to buy her cue cards... lol.. for the weddin...

2007-03-23T07:42:00.001+08:00

friday... mm.. 2 more hours or so n i'll noe my postin... wish me luck...
3 more days n i'll go back to the real army life. so sad isn't it.. sigh...

haha.. went MOS w dear on wed... cos ron's bday ma...
wa
my 1st exp... lol... ok la... mm... quite funny lookin at some ppl dancin.. haha.. got 1 guy tink its his concert at the main arena.. den smoove... ee yer... the music played is nice... but too many ppl... den squeeze here n there... dear's frens all kena erm... groined n touched la.... den got this fat ass wan groin dear.. i went over to change place w her.. den the fatso groined me instead! wtf! got groined by a fat ass! eeyerr.... cant even imagine dis kinda ppl.. no wonder he wanna fight w ppl... got 1 guy almost beat him up.. lol... oh anw... b4 tt we met yin si n kenneth... wa.. ken's eyes v nice... but rest assured ken i'm not gay... haha... jus wonderin how come some ppl's eyes so nice... hai... oh den yin si... hahah realli look abit lyk dog.. haha.. oops... but was fun in the way.. lyk rojak u noe.. ppl from diff walks of life meetin up n jus chat.. haha... thx ron... mm... oh ya.. went to eat dinner w ron, dear n ken too... yin si too late le la she joined in much much l8r.. haha.. den we ordered not alot... mm but dear went off halfway to buy a slice of cake from paragon four leaves for ron.. i borrowed lighter! haha.. lol so funny muz c those potential smokers de.. haha.. oh ya den i saw mr low haha... was w another nj canoeist senior... he ah.. always meet up w guys.. l8r ppl mistake him s a gay den he noe... lol...
mm ya den the cake is choc got biscuit de.. v nice.. haha... i lyk.. mm den MOS lol... met new frens again... ct n melissa... oh i saw hariz... lol.. hahah... sori dude my fren was realli eatin... but they sae they not interested anw... haha.. mm MOS is lyk a place where army ppl go to? lol... i saw sgt varoon... lol.. haha.. n the ang mohs there realli atrocious.. haha.. they lyk actin in some porn film lyk tt.. haha...

mm... dear sori i slept so early last nite.. was realli dead tired w the blocked nose...
i din even wake up since 6 lol... haha.. mm... wanna go to the zoo.. bloggin while packin up my hse...
sat nite meetin 3+3... finally...

havent been bondin w my family... hopefully i can find sometime to bond w em... cos i wan celebrate w em my block leave n all tt.. gd results n army... mmm wan them to feel tt i care for them too... how...