Monday, January 09, 2006;7:29 pm **crisis core**
lol
Was dreadful because I had pe today. We did circuit training. Was so worn out. I tried to forget. Tried to keep myself occupied by doing alot of things. But when I'm tired, I start to think about her. I don't know for how long but after a while it jus came to me that you were no longer mine anymore. The photo below. I took it before I left school. It was so funny. What was the girl doing? Leave some room for you to ponder. Quite cool because she was there for quite a while. Samuel, xiao hui and li ting was there. The rest went off early. Raining heavily so I suppose it spoilt the mood of a clique outing. I went to lot1. Interested in D500c. But too bad the starhub shop at lot 1 don't carry that handphone. Anyway my dad didn't really say he'll sign his contract for me.
A moment of anger, a moment of truth, a moment of folly, a moment of regret.
Tommorow is haji. Maybe its all fate. Because I have no mood to study. I ain't finish crying. I ain't have time to miss her enough that she left me. silently but painfully. I know it isn't her fault. Beacuse I drove her to that stage of doubt. Of doubting someone who break her heart again and again. Of doubting someone who loves her twice or even a hundred times as much now.