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Sunday, June 29, 2008;1:46 pm **crisis core**
lol


Leona Lewis - Yesterday lyrics




Saturday, June 28, 2008;9:49 pm **crisis core**
lol
This is the reason why i left.




;9:46 pm **crisis core**
lol
Westlife - If Your Heart's Not In It lyrics

If Your Heart's Not In It


I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind (And there's nothing that I can do
,to stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind (If your heart's not in it)

If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do



Song lyrics | If Your Heart's Not In It lyrics




;9:45 pm **crisis core**
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Friday, June 27, 2008;7:10 pm **crisis core**
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its been a week.
i miss u. =(




Thursday, June 26, 2008;9:53 pm **crisis core**
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MAYBE
[Verse 1:]
Beep Beep oh look now there goes my phone
And once again im just hoping its a text from you..mm..
It aint right read ur messages twice thrice
Four times a night its true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do, anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Cuz I know that I wasn't waiting in vain..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Verse 2:]
Im always connected online
Looked on my Facebook all the time
Hoping you've Checked my profile
Just can't help wondering why,
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm..
In love with you, and I know you like it girl
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true
Im caught up on you
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too
So maybe im wrong
Its all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said

[Bridge:]
Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you [x2]

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus:]
And maybe its true (OH)
Im caught up on you (maybe, yeah)
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too (Stuck on me too)
So maybe im wrong (Hey baby, yeah..)
Its all in my head.. (OH NO)
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said (both haven't said)

And Maybe Its True Im Caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im Wrong, And Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Of Words We Both Hadnt Said

[Outro]
Maybe it's true..(Baby I Miss You)
I'm caught up on you (Look I Want You)
Maybe I am wrong
Baby I miss you...
=(




;9:53 pm **crisis core**
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Monday, June 16, 2008;10:39 pm **crisis core**
lol
had duty tdy.
i'm beginning to dread my life.
every morning i wake up feelin more tired.
jus wish i wake up one day feeling so recharged for work.
for a new start.
my coughin is still lingering.
jus wont seem to go away.

anw i decided to buy tt pedro shoes.
jus hav to wait for the rite time.
k i'll end here.
feel so tired.
sigh.




Sunday, June 15, 2008;3:20 pm **crisis core**
lol
haha. realise i havent been blogging for quite long.

watched the incredible hulk ytd.
OMG.
i think e show v nice. haha.
muz watch.


mm.. nt week got so many duties.
sigh.
mon n thurs.
this month got more duties cos 3 ppl ord le.
so sad.
i wan ord too.
haha.
but 3 more guys comin tml!
yeah! so happy. haha.
my understudy is comin! so fast.
before i noe it i'll realised i'm a civilian ard.
hee.
den after ord i might work in NUH.
got lobang. haha.
but not confirm la.
hee.

Was thinkin of gg to dance classes.
haha. maybe i shd do sth interesting in my life now.
Currently learnin drivin.
den 12 july i'll learn how to drive powerboat
haha. get both land n sea licence.
i wan to learn how to scuba dive!
hee..
so many things to learn.
but so lazy.
lol.

Oh no. i'm so gg to miss the IT show.
sigh.




Thursday, June 12, 2008;7:48 pm **crisis core**
lol
had duty ytd.
so so tired
cos jus now had drivin lesson
omg i stall the car alot of times.
sian.
i tink i'm so lousy.
tml duty again
so tired.
i'm gg to slp soon.
hah.




Wednesday, June 11, 2008;12:53 am **crisis core**
lol
This song is for you.




;12:52 am **crisis core**
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;12:51 am **crisis core**
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David Cook - Always Be My Baby lyrics

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby



Song lyrics | Always Be My Baby lyrics




Tuesday, June 10, 2008;3:54 pm **crisis core**
lol
i had my 1st drivin lesson ytd.
AND
i only stall my car ONCE.
ONCE!
haha.
this is the talent.
talent of still being in gear 1
lol.. -_-
hee. but ok la. drivin was fun.
i din noe i could be quite pro.
haha.
the only time i stall was before i even drive.
he told me to clutch in.
shift to gear 1
den he talked to me for so long.
i was lyk.
ok.
release clutch.
den the car jerked.
oops.
=P
den after tt i jus rmb cannot release clutch
den clutch in when u brake.
if u r lazy lyk some taxi driver,
den shift gear to neutral!
LOL.
my next lesson is on thurs afternoon.
hee.

i'm eatin maggi noodles for lunch.
=)
i cooked on my own ok.
its been a long time since i did tt
but i tink i still can cook.
hee..
YEN CAN COOK.
SO CAN YOU!
=P

anw, i've got duty tml. shit la.
=(




Sunday, June 08, 2008;11:33 pm **crisis core**
lol
i spend my sat thinkin i can go to sentosa for a tanning session.
but it rained the whole day.

tdy i met my jc classmates for kbox n pool.
lol. when song hao saw me he was lyk: "eh martin u came!"
omg tt shows how many meet up sessions i've pon.
haha.. but sam din come tdy.
mm E9L9.
tsk tsk.
SC told me den i was lyk wa.. he ck until lyk tt ah haha.. jk la.
so we played pool until 410.
k at abt 2 this gal called me.
she said "hi martin rite? when r u collectin ur shirt?"
i was lyk: er wad shirt?
haha.
realised the collection date for the nj gate climing shirt was tdy.
she went:" can u come down by5?"
i was quite shocked la.
lyk playin pool halfway den call me to go to cityhall to get my shirt.
i told her i'll call her back cos it was my turn to play.
anw i still did rush down la.
met thomas along the way.
den i was lyk:" hey, we meet again!"
( the last time we met was on thurs nite at lot1. * btw he's the gavel club pres after me*)
den i told him abt the shirt collection.
he said he jus walked past tt place( area btw esplanade n citylink mall)
n he thinks its a scam.
i was lyk
SHIT.
haha.
is it a joke?
lol..
but it was on facebook
n the gal called me up.
den i continue walkin.
n the place before newyork newyork
(the place where there's always roadshows)
i met joanna.
from acuvue cos she's workin la.
hah.
so random can.
N she forgot my name. great.
lol. but at least she did rmb where she met me.
*worked w me at simei roadshow*
den i finally reached the place n got the shirt.
its not a scam.
dun worry. (:
den i jus took a bus down to orchard
went to hav lunch/dinner w dear and ron
den i started my shopping expedition.
lol.
jus shop n shop
haha..
so fun shoppin alone.
but after a while it got borin la.
i went to learn more abt asics n mizuno shoes.
for marathon.
still decidin on which one to buy.
lol... cos i've got low arch.
so i nd support shoes.
n shoes w more support n lesser cushion.
mm... learned alot from askin the staff.
hee
thou i felt quite bad not buyin.
after tt i headed to cine
den i was wonderin if i will see zav cos he told me he'll be in town
n i did bump into him!
haha..
stopped by at gloria jeans cos they had this one for one drink.
den we were jus chattin away while i waited for dear.
oh n we saw familiar faces. lol.
anw after waited for dear. den she bought a spag from forever21.
n den we went home.

after the long day,
i feel quite tired. haha.




Thursday, June 05, 2008;5:35 pm **crisis core**
lol
yay! i passed my FTT!
woohoo!
k honestly, i nv seen half the qns b4.
the stupid online quiz is useless.
i jus read the FTT on the bus here n b4 the test.
n i passed! haha.
i saw this gal in front of me printin her results.
failed.
so sad.
mm
anw i lost my hp.
the old no one.
so sad. act was my sis's one la.
haha
she lend it to me then i tink it slipped outta my pocket!
shit.
nvm
i feel v happy.



i felt so gd. =)
whenever i think of u i feel so happy.
the kinda joy from inside.
i cannot explain.
You are that someone.
That someone that will make me smile again.




Wednesday, June 04, 2008;2:53 am **crisis core**
lol
slept at 830 til now.
i'm stil feelin v sick.
my throat hurts lyk hell.
ouch.
i've been feelin v sian these few days. everyday jus doin nth constructive.
i nd to find smtg interestin in my life again.
i nd to find the excitement i used to hav.
but tt bein said.
wad kinda excitement is gd enuf?
i'm jus so sick of bing home alone and stayin in front of the com for few hrs
sigh.
i'm gettin tired.




Tuesday, June 03, 2008;6:38 pm **crisis core**
lol
i jus came back from a run.
from my hse run straight to the 414 direction..
den turn right at expressway
along the condo
to shell
then cck park
den stagmont camp
the CC
den all the way along teck whye
turn left to ten mile junction.
den straight to bpp.
den cross the overhead bridge.
back along ten mile
den go straight to ite college west( under construction)
den along Civil defence HQ
pavillion park
den along brickland road.
ya.
tt's all.

I'm so freakin tired.
i hit under 1 hr.
considering all the waiting time for the train and the traffic lights.
i think its under 10 k.
sigh.




;1:00 pm **crisis core**
lol
jus fin duty. so tired.
mm i fell sick.
keep coughin..
*cough cough*
lol.
i gotta start bloggin again if not someone will complain i nv blog.=P
hmm.. i began to realise my life is so mundane.
sigh.
decided to run army half marathon in august.
den i might do marathon for std chartered event.
haha. but i nd a gd pair of runnin shoes!
and a gd runnin kaki.
ha.
i tink i'm wastin my life on playin psp.
tt's v bad. oh well.
i wanna take mc. i'm dyin.








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