this post is for dear.

Thank you for this june holiday! its been great with loads of fun thou we got quarrel abit at 1st...

been ard places to mug... watched lot of movies... haha..
da vinci code... xmen 3.... the omen... silent hill.... R-V...
whee! haha...

den we din buy much stuff.... but we v homey... watched 2 dvds at home...
played xbox... made edamame... haha...
watched fireworks twice!
omg dem nice! haha....
life has been so fun w u ard!

hee.... den the hunt for tau huay but no more tau huay incident...
went to mac but dad called home incident...
haha... and stupid busdriver...
lol...
lost wallet...
boo hoo.. hugs..
hope someone returns to u...
the hp repair ok incident..
haha...
mm.. wad else.... keke...
oh ya! and specs makin incident! haha... lol...
den oso ur family went australia incident..

hee so much so much!

mm... tml exams... jus wanna wish u gd luck! n slp early dear... dun slp too late k? i go iron clothes.. ahah..

sometimes u dun nd to hav everything to feel tt u hav everything.
This week was a period of happy n sweet memories tt will stay wif my life 4eva.
so much has happened. n i feel tt i love her more n more.

each day, my heart beats faster n harder everytime i see her.
my eyes gazed wif an amazed look n silly one mayb at her...

Everytime i hold her hand, i feel different. As if there is nth else tt can b better. This is my love. yes yes... mushy it may sound...
there r bad times as well.. esp when either of us cant wakie on time.... hah...

But we looked past tt and loved each other more n more.
i hope this will last 4eva.

wanna thank this wonderful woman who came into my life and fill it up with many many bright colours. (:
love ya lots.

haha.. been so long since i was online! mm... lemme c... 3days? 4days? tt's y nv blog haha... paiseh..
whee...
tell u wad... hah...
these few days r the happiest moment in my life! haha...
been havocin with dear past few days! haha... so fun.. from deli mango happy father's day cake to our very 1st cooked pasta to memoirs of geisha to dried mee hoon kuay, n seven swords.. to dead or alive n all the funky x box games!!! haha...
omg.. addicted to winnin 11 too.. hahha...
did abit of math.. gg to fin the 2005...
tell u wad... if u ever run outta time...
check the solutions.. u hav no choice. hah..
miss dear so much!

haha.. ohoh... n dear's sis saes i'm cute! hhaa... whee..
dear lost her wallet the day b4... haha... den i hmm.. naughty la... slp so late den all tt make her angry...
haha... but i cooked pasta for her.. or rather with her.. haha... so jiang gong shu zhui...

haha...milo! oh ya... my best fren now! hhaa...
best dog mayb... not scared of dogs le..
haha.. dear's jack russell... haha... yeah yeah yeah! i'm so happy!
haha...

one word to describe my day: FNTBMDATT.

Fun
And
Tired
But
Missing
Dear
All
The
Time.

haha.. that was one word ma...
haha...
went for a camp at aloha changi ytd nite..
met new frens.. from hc...
haha..
funny ppl... same age s me. den got one year younger oso..
ytd i oni watch 1 match.
portugal vs iran..
cos ports won..

hha..
mm... din meet daer tdy.
y? cos father's day ma.. haha..
she's eatin mango cake now..
how nice...
mm.. had some probs w her few days back...
but now ok le! haha..
cos of ytd!
i'm so happy to meet her!
everytime i meet dear i'll feel an inner happiness inside of me! haha
den i'll spread my smile to her too!
hee.

gg to slp le..
ohoh...
ytd slp at 1130..
haha. so early.. din study much tdy..
oni fin up my bio..
lol..
tml got to do math..
havent touch my s papers stuff..
die die die...
realli hav to jia you le!
haha.. wei wo jia you ba!

tears flow n flow.
i dunno how to make it stop.
feel so bad when u explain it to me.

cant stop thinkin abt u but i realli din mean to b uncontactable.
the eagerness to meet. mayb overkill our happiness...
slaps me for slpin in the taxi.
slaps for replyin late.
slaps for not meetin.

how can i make u happy?
how?

broken inside.
i din mean to...

soccer in the mornin. met dear.
she has cip... from 9. meet her for less than 15 mins. boo.
went to play field soccer since dunno when.
den.. the ppl v rough.. slipped n fell.. feelin v bad n lousy.

dear msged me... said she has alot of complaints cos the stupid classmates muz hav bullied her. boo..
tot she sae she fin at 2...
but act is her break finish at 2.

din noe. was so excited cos i tot i can meet her after soccer. went to bath.
den came out. 2.
called her a zillion times.. msged. no reply. felt v weird. cos i tot she fin at 2. i realli tot so! ): tt was so dumb. hai.

she told me she still havin cip.
mum dragged me out to pei her.
din wan to.
cos dear went to take cake from her ex.
boo. hoo. hoo.
):
);
0;

am sad. called dear.
the feelin i get was v cold.
pls dun do this to me. it hurts. alot.

my dad saes i'm a gd boy tdy.
caught in btw.
i realli love dear n my family. dun wan both of them to b sad cos of me.

i hate myself.

haha... dear went to make specs tdy...
dem cool...
taurus de woa...
haha...

hee...
aniwae... had a fun day.. haha... hope i can do bio.. but i'm v lazy leh.. how?

haha....
mm seems lyk dear covered wad i want to sae...

hee... was v slack till i met dear. hah... v fun... sushi ahoy! LOL....

den green peas... haha....
yeah i'm a better cook... hahah....
dear squealed at hot water spillin out when she place the peas in the pot...
lol... so funny.

aniwae... i'm sick... down with a flu.. still v bad...

whee...
haha... ytd i mm...
pig pig.. slp at 8. ha.. whee.. so tired. erhem.
sorethroat....
studied math tdy... 2004 ct.. lol.. dem diff..
makes me think abt sumting.

how can i ever pass my ct now? lol... boo hoo...

so sad.
dear is eatin meiji choc now... so sharp... haha...
cos i talkin to her.. den i heard the pop sound.

i wish tt i can get better.
played soccer. fell sick.
woohoo...
den played winnin 11... omg...
hai...
headache... v v pain not kiddin.
ouch.
can some1 gimme a painkiller or a gun?
shoot my head off.
urgh.
eatin meiji choc.. haha... bad omen.
cos my throat was dry since last nite.
ppl ard hav been kind.

got few msges from weird ppl... cos they sms to wrong no. lol...
so... dots.
ppl visit me if u can. catch up w me.. before u c ur old fren die. lol.
choy!...

i hav longer lifespan den this.
but jus wanna sae thank you to the ppl who care. (:
esp my dear.
thou she oso sick n tries to finish milo nuggets, rocky roads icecream n meiji choc herself!
so tan xin hor!??

nv share w me... lol.

burpin queen made my day tdy! hee...
forgive u k?
hmm.. aft chem u came on the same bus s me. gave me... raspberry donut!
den alight at my hse busstop.. waited for me.. cos i go upstairs eat lunch.. my mum... nag nag nag.. hahah...
den u appeared w meiji choc! omg...
u ran all the way to 7-11 jus to get it for me...
thx. for everything u hav done. n tryin to reassure me. i miss u..
soccer... 8 am tml... erm... zav... i hope u can come too! ):
muacks...

studied OC... realised inorganic chem not comin out.. wastde my time! lol...

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way,
to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long
before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake,
a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

a day of rain,a night of tears.

my heart tore into two when u did tt. i tried. so hard to fit in. tried so hard to be understandin n make u feel secure. i dun wish for my love to be reciprocated. but at least, dun do this to me. it jus makes me feel tt these 2 mths of our life hav been wasted. so wad if i waited for 8 years?
u made me feel tt u cant let go of the past. tears keep flowin s i walked home. cant stop thinkin of the worst case scenario.

I noe its unfair to hear one side of the story. I'm sori i couldn't wake up on time. suppose to meet at 9. but it was pourin. n i slept. Noe u din mind. but i felt bad.

watched Xmen 3. there is a far deeper meanin than wad it seems.
will review it another day.

superman by wu yue tian. listened. n cried. cos it kinda relates wad i feel rite now. not exactly the same. but da gai da gai.

Bought espirit top. tried top man.

heart's achin. cos it calls for a lastin rlnship. but each time this shit happens, the trust n love gets thinner. thinner n thinner. when we fixed it, it seems lyk its gd s new again.

i realli hope... tt we could last.

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Chorus:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

been around.
JE lib.
Kopitiam.
western food.
add rice.
cheeko pek
PS.
Casio.
Secret recipe.

cheeko mm..
SHagged...
xbox.
winnin eleven...
penalties shoot out..
stunts n trick by ko.
brasil, barcelona, AC, england, reds
small hui n li yong.
chem.

bad time abt beach outin.

hmm... ytd nv blog... shall blog abt wad happen.. haha...
dear is sick.. boo hoo.. haha... sayang.. hehe...
muz drink more water.. ytd she fever til dunno wad.. can cook egg i tink... tt's y her blog littleeggs ma... lol... lame lame...

mm... den ytd went to try puma shirts! haha... nice nice! wa.. 23 bucks oni... hee... whee... but nd to aim for spain 1st... haha... mm.. shall post up the fotos!

tdy was a fun day! haha...
oni i saw 3+2... hee...
did my project 3 on materialism n buddhism tdy.. sucks.. nv memorise properly.
dear i miss u... hee..

den went beans to mug.. wa godlike i fin 10 qn on curve sketchin! haha...
whee...
den i went to play soccer...
dear mug by the rock bench... boo... sori dear make u get bitten 8 times by the mosquito!
haha...
den went lot1 to eat...

saw my bro n dasao.. haha...

whee...
hmm... den went up play xbox.. wa zav pay sia... paiseh... nt time pay u...
broke...
haha...
anyway i can blackmail u ma! lol!
dun worry i wont la..
brotherhood..
den daer's dad called..
cos some1 saw us ytd...
at thr mrt...
lol... cos we gg town...
ytd our 2nd mth ma...
hai yo...
stupid parents...
sumtimes they jus dun understand us.
y?

i oso dun hav the answer.. dear is stress..
i told her how i wish i could b pocket size..
so i cann b by her side everytime.
so tt she wont feel stress n sad.. n i'll b the one to protect her.
hee...
hugs u tite k? life is full of ups n downs...
but den... u hav me! n many many frens ard u tt care abt u..
n know tt dear dear is a gd gal! hee..
dear so guai... tdy pack her room...
vacuum her room n change her bedsheet.
haha...
her bed sofa bed.. v heavy de...
den oso she did probability... so guai...

to dear's parents....
i hope tt u can b more understandin cos we r realli studyin hard to do well for A's... i oso wanna do well...
dun worry...
she dun procrastinate..
i do. haha...

ipod nano dear dear...
zavvie....
lol... no more pres le...

b4 i pass it on to thomas.. the new pres..

hee.. ok... ko... haha.. to ur reply.. taz close shop.. no more podcast.. now.. video.. lol...
to ur left.. the 1st video is abt bangla quarrellin... 2 ite students... v sad i sit near them... act dunno wad they sayin.. haha.. but interesting.

den dear... heee... 2nd 1 is my dear... haha.. can u hear wad she's sayin not?
bu yao la hen nan kan...
keke... no lor... not nan kan.
ha...
tdy is our 2nd mth! dear happy 2nd mth! whee... gave her rose. hee.. she so happy..
she gave me cadbury choc! black forest! thx dear...
my fav choc. hee... fyi.

omg.. tml i got speech but havent prepare. how? died.

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