Tuesday, February 21, 2006;9:30 pm **crisis core**
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http://youtube.com/watch?v=sInGqiGMmJASamuel sent me this. sad sad sad. When u realised that life is sumthing u cannot decide wad u want or wad u can do. u'll turn into self denial. you'll feel inferior n b a hermit. stay away from other ppl. kiss gd bye. i luv her. watch the mtv n cried. dunno y. emotions jus poured out. so i noe i stil do hav feelings for her. don't i? But why is it always a one way street. In luv, there's no such thing as fair or unfair. there's oni a game of sacrifice. when i fig out wad's life abt. i shall be a master of life. but a follower of this big word called life will nv b a master. why is it so painful. to hold on. neither is it easy to let go. I dunno how to make her happy. Maybe she's finding her happiness somewhere. Rmb the days where we watched movies together. our fav past times. n eat long john silvers n marche. we'll always eat fried calamari cos we liked it alot. den u'll go on tellin me abt shirley temple. tot it was an alcoholic drink. ha. well it taste lyk 1.. u tricked me on tt.
before i forget. i'll pin down everything i can rmb. i rmb u gave me this v v sweet stack of hearts. u wrote all the nice lyrics on them. sori i was not sensitive towards u last time. i din noe how to appreciate you totally.. n when i do..
Kat dun worry gal.. be strong, can tell me y tml.. hai.. everyone is so sad now. dunno wad's wrong.. mayb its jus the moon. cross fingers tt they realli affect our moods jus lyk how it affect the tides...