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Wednesday, March 15, 2006;1:34 pm **crisis core**
lol
i'm grievin cos i lost sum1 tt i luv n care most abt. she has died. officially ytd. i knew abt it but i jus wanna c it myself. i luv her. but she's dead.

shall blog wadeva i feel ard.. if u r senstitive... go away. this is my blog. i'm jus bloggin my life.. wad i feel..

ok.. teddy finally got together w shu.. hahah... congrats for new lovers.. on the day of my seperation.. ironic.. lol... but nvm la.. anw i was talkin to eunice ytd.. intellectual talk... we went up n down west mall for dunno how many times... haha.. tok abt stuff la..cool.. eunice.. dec babies rock big time!!!! wahahha... we clique dem well gal...

thx peeps... for bein there for me when i'm so down..
shu.. for listenin to my sorrows n all the serviettes..hahah.. dun post the photos on ur blog.. so pai seh...

kelv... thx for the dulce latte... ytd.. free drink noe.. haha...

eunice.. "dec babies r fighters!" yes we r...

zavie... thx for bein here even thou i din catch up w u so long..

gun.... omg... all the way from US.. u still care so much for me s a gd gd fren.. thx k? thx for wakin me up from my obsession.haha...

constance.. thx oso.. haha... for bein my big sis... da jie da..

yu tian.. thx for carin k? my big guy...

rach!!! thx for knockin my head... well f*** off i'll rmb always k?


omg.. gun!!???? hahah
"plus the pain.. and the brain cells killed.. and the amt the water content in ur body lowers due to all the crying.. not to mention the NaCl content as well.

den u need to drink more water..


it's too much


she's no longer the one tt i love.mahteen.blogspot.com says:
lol
she's no longer the one tt i love.mahteen.blogspot.com says:
so bio
Gunjan says:
hahah well i'm going to study bioengineering in college ..

lol!!!! no wonder.. haha....


was talkin to rach jus now... cool... hey.. thx k?

i feel so blessed.. when i'm down.. so many frens came to help...
thx k? when i tot my life was over... it was jus the beginnin of my new life....
i hav to move on.. cos i noe i'll keep all the gd memories in my heart. n move on w my life. mayb i'll find some1 jus lyk who she was. n luv her even more.. at least i knew i was bad to her.. it was jus sad tt we cannot b together again. i wish her happiness in her new life. i wish myself happiness too. life is too short to dwell on the past...
unless she luves me for who i am.. n i can accept who she is.. mayb this is wad she realli is... n she's happy. i must b happy too.. cos i care for her s a sis... s a fren.
true frens n rlnship doesn't require shower luv n concern. it comes from within.. she may not noe.. but s long s u noe u care.. its enuf.
i know y she felt tt way too... now i noe wad she meant when she said.. " where were u when i was sad?" my frens cared.. but not u...

i tink i've grown. n i hav to thank her. for givin me wad i gave her.. to make me a stronger a better person. i dun blame her cos for her to do tt to me.. she hav to b hurt one, two or even thousand time more den wad i feel. she's gracious to let me go. to let me learn. n b myself again.

i wun ask to b her hero again. cos hero ends up bein so alone. if she cares in time... mayb. if she doesn't, den its jus too bad.


the lived a man who love a gal... but he din noe how to show his concern for her... when she fell... he din pick her up. she grew to be stronger. scars left behind were a sign of me hurtin her. when i finally look back n pick her up.. she's ard standin and walkin on her own feet again.. she no longer nd some1 to guide her.. she no longer trust some1 who wasn't here for her when she fell n cried. the man stopped... and cried. he regretted.. but she was devoid of emotions. cos she no longer sees the hero in the man. she found a new purpose in her life.. she did wad the man did to her. move on but she nv looked back. the man.. forced himself to stand up. cos he know tt the gal he loves have died. when she had the hardest fell... the man ran away. now they reached croos roads. tt's life. tt's me. tt's us.








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