Tuesday, March 21, 2006;8:07 pm **crisis core**
lol
life is something so funny. u'll nv noe when u r gg to b so excited. lol. zavier, kelvin n eunice n me... we went to play arcade at west mall.. stress release.. lol.. time crisis2 !!!! wth.. eunice u realli r gd! lol. shit sho diu lian i so lousy.. but my marvel n capcom dem gd k? haha... s if.. den i lost alot of games.. hai... nvm... jo n qiuying came down today! haha... zav, kelv n me went lyk...
ai ya.. u noe us well dont u? wahhahha... anw zav was lyk sayin we go tan, gym n orchard road!! haha... kelv not invited!!! lol... keke.. too cute ard!!! haha.. nd a serious pro hair dresser. who's up to the job? hah..
i din study for phy today!!! omg shit.. i'm so screwed.. lol... anw chem was ok la.. math oso.. but bio i was lyk... wth is this.. haha... act crap thruout... i noe i din put in enuf effort so i dun doubt my capability if i dun do well.. keke.. its jus tirin n sad durin the holis. tt's y... kk... phy...
all the eqns n all tt muz rmb!!! arghhh.... haha... i was at cb at 1...
eunice ah... cannot let go still.. haha... march is an evil mth!!! cos april is comin! lol... all kelv n shu's fault! wahhaha...
saw kat.. became red indian... haha.. shi ling ok la.. not much diff.. s wad u said.. wahhaha... every1 change so much.. mentally... life's sho cool... cos it keeps changin... u dun even noe wad to do next... lol... * if u dun catch the sacarsm*
d reason i put this song is cos i tink its lyk so my situation. lol.. haha.. was lyk listenin to it in the mornin on the bus.. den cry... lol... cnd was on da bus too.. but din c la.. den i was lyk... chem confirm screwed! lol.. heng i not s bad s shu.. lol.. go c her blogr! i tink she'll update soon! haha.. sho sho screwed.. den jeff n gerd n new gal*hui ling* came over... lol... eve u sld noe.. all ex classmates.. lol...
den i looked over.. zav went" i noe wad u r thinkin!" lol... wth.. hehe... he was lyk lookin at hl la.. lol HL milk... keke... den kelv oso! wa sin ful... in front of shu! @#%^&
haha... den we told shu... den shu this super big blur queen! told jeff... in front of gerd n HL... wth...
shu nt time we dun tell u stuff ard...
den zav n kelv n eunice was lyk teasin me... sae i despo... anw this is another situation ard... cos QY was cryin at cb.. awww.. den i was lyk... ^_^ * horny horny* lol... no la.. we were lyk guys crap talk... den aft tt they keep sayin i look at QY n lyk her la! lol... no ok... thou she's quite an eye candy*wahhahah* but no la.. the love btw JC n her is strong.... keke... no la.. i dun lyk any1 now...
cos i noe no pt... lol... get hurt again n again... n hurt other ppl... wad for? * being dec babies... u dun prac wad u preach* lol....
grinns.... eunice tot i lyk jo la! wth... sho complicated! c'mon.. i'm faithful ok.. haha.... oh no... nt time i sldn't go food junction anymore...
at least w guys....
cos today zav held my hand!!! ewww so gay! the last time was kelvin.. he groped my balls... den now... wtf!!!
crazy.. i shall play arcade again tml... haha.. c how la.. la say go watch V for vendetta.. the last time i watch a movie was perhaps love...
lol.. stil stuck in tt era.... hha...
gg to cut my hair...
my blog sho long.. gettin bored rite..? haha...
kk gg to study for my phy liao... pls pray for me... ok? i hope all gods bless me.. cos i realli nd luck now!!! haha...
got free PV ice blended from kelvin... gave him a hug!! haha.. ok.. gayed.... lol... oh.. joanna got a new fone.... i mean my class jo.. haha... so confused ppl!!! names lyk joanna is so common... lol.. somemore joanna chan... lol JC... keke... no!! JC is Jian Chuan.. QY ( qiuying's bf...)
wahahha... omg,... sho funny...
wa.. gee gee... i'm lyk so tired now. how to mug.. nd coffeee!!!! i havent had caffeine today.. haha.. eunice sho nice la.. gave me mac coupon.. haha.. ate funtastic burger.. lol.. k lor.. v diff.. oops.. my 1st time eatin tt.. cos ppl sae not nice!!! haha...
eunice.. embarce urself.. wad u said to me i'm gg to say it to u.. ben ben mayb sum1 u luv sho much once... u cared n felt sho much for him.. u can feel luv when u kiss him or hug him...
but when luv fades, all these fades s well... its painful cos u luv him.
its painful for me to get hurt. but for my ex to do this to me, she muz hav felt twice s much the hurt before sayin it to me.
tt's y i let her go. when luv fades n pain n fatigue, n when there r other ppl ard, she moves on. sho sld i...
since he cant go all out for u... he doesn't luv u tt much. he's jus not the rite one den.
luv is not a one way street. cos if tt happens, u'll end up gettin hurt. u'll end up givin up hope on love... haha.. jus lyk me.. keke...
no love... jus frens. no pain. jus nthness. no sadness. no happiness.
sho many times i tried... sho many time she has tried. it jus din work out. it jus failed miserably every time.
i still love her. but i noe i hav to move on. I still miss her but it aint obsession... i still dreamt of her in a wedding gown, but when i wake up to reality, i noe tt its all the past. its not the same anymore.
i screamed for help. but i hav no choice. i still hav an ungiven letter.. wanted to give her. but shu said no pt.. cos it mayb jus another letter to her. but to me, its an end. along w the cd w the song our story by tension.
now... its this song. cos i noe even thou i luv her, she dun luv me tt much to give it all out. she wld in the past, but she din feel any reassurance.... n thus.... fatigue sets in.. n she gave up.