Thursday, March 09, 2006;7:03 pm **crisis core**
lol
mentally weak. phyically broken. i'm nth la... today was lyk.. sad.. had pe.. free games! hah. we ran warm up two rounds den the guys ran w a bb.. i was runnin ahead.. den i threw the ball behind to e class.. was supposed to reach a guy's hand... in the end.. i missed.. lol! hit novi.. oops.. sori leh! haha. la.. u muz be grateful k.. oni i contributed to ur bdae.. thou u may not view my blog but tt's not the pt.. haha.. ai ya.. pri sch fren til classmates now.. nvm la... i dun bear grudges.. thou i noe the gals dun realli lyk me.. lol... anw... dun tink u all will celebrate when it comes to my bdae lor.. mayb joanna u all will stil v on.. den dec 18... oops... whose bdae is tt ah? :( sad case.. we'll c abt it.. anw today v sad.. tml gp exam.. now ard 7pm.. haven't started.. nvm la.. i'll finish the gp package l8r.. do the topic on wad i feel i hav the most confidence in.. :)
i feel so empty inside... was talkin to karla on the bus.. den we were lyk discussin abt the chem make up jus now.. alot of ppl din noe how to do the stuff.. den i was lyk askin realli? haha... bein an asshole* beams* den she was lyk.. eyes open v v big noe... haha. lol.. but it was ok la.. den i got labelled s a mugger again.. duh.. everyone mugs.. i haven't touch bio... gg to do it in the holis.. if not will forget wad i mugged..
din go for pre u sem meetin.. so tired.. shu ask me go cb tml.. v tirin... sniffs.. cant really mug there.. she ask me go cos she dun1 2 b alone la! hmph! cos jess gg ap tml.. w geraldine.. den zav at wake... o.. zav's grandad passed away.. my gd fren.. my condolences to u..
today kat fy n shiling left le... gg to.. midnite flight.. whee... to maldives.. i would hav been there.... wanted to sign up de.. hai.. lyk so fun.. take my time off studies n realli soak myself in mother nature.. achieve the state of clear mind.. the world is so confusin now... at least for my world... haha.. i ask kat n shi get seashells for me! maldives seashells... whee! so cool... hope i can make myself a necklace outta it.. ahha...
Yt... don.. michelle and peeps who r gg for SSEF tml... all the best k?! muz win distinction award... if not dun come back! haha.. jk la.. do wadeva u all can.. i hav faith on yt... he has improve on his speeches le... which is a gd thing..
boo.. life... up... down... down dominates...
bleagh.... studies... love... family... gavel... myself.... flop.
i see a real world inside myself.
but its an ugly world..