Wednesday, May 24, 2006;9:11 pm **crisis core**
lol
shall blogged abt my intrusion of a random blog..
k firstly... wanna sae how i feel towards certain ppl in their mindset.
they always think tt guysr childish n immature. yes to a certain extent they r rite... but u cant blame us for tt...
we hav high level of testosterone n later puberty than gals... but... truth is...
ostracisation is part of life. u cant deny the fact. c'mon... dun u alienate ppl ever in ur life?
guys r more mature cos they r straight forward. yes truth hurts, but it helps to build another's character.
w a person wout a gd character to start with... with a person who backstabs u again n again... how many times muz we repeat to redress our grievance tt we r the ones bein intimidated n bullied...?
Y is one ostracised in the 1st place? dun u ppl dislike workin w such ppl s well?
looks doesn't matter. but the prob is some ppl r jus workin on changin tt.
n tt's sad.
cos no one realli cares to talk sense to him.
cos we are afraid to b hurt again.
if oni ppl can understand n sympathise w my plight.
backstabbed. n used. jus like a fool.
n bein imagined by ppl like a watermelon being squashed.... n my brain juices all oozin out...
is it worth it?
is it worth to b hurt again helpin some one who treats u like god on the surface n treats u like dirt on the inside?
if i can turn back time... i wld hav nv enagage a convo of 3-4 hrs almost everyday.
when i was down n out. i got back stabbed.
when i needed some 1... yes he was there.... but it was a facade.
i was labelled s the love doc. if u hav watched the hitch n noe me. many said tt...
n i was recommended by his den gd fren.
so was i used?
m i rite to reserve the right not to talk to him any more?
or i sld b more ' tolerant' to such ppl?
is it a learnin pt tt all of us sld learn?
if not... y dun u try n tell me wad i sld do?
sad to sae... everyone judges everyone...
consciously or subconsciously.
by quotin eqns n showin signs or irritability showed tt u r makin jugdes n indicatin negative connotations to ppl who mayb innocent.
hav u checked their innocence? if not y r u makin such comments?
do u noe the reason? do u noe the story?
even if i stand up n tell the whole story, wld u see me s credible again?
no. cos u r judgin me too. cos u r biased in ur own way too...
like it or not...
u hav done it.
so if ever u wanna make comments.
think abt wad u r sayin b4 preachin on smtg tt is philosophical.