Monday, May 22, 2006;3:35 pm **crisis core**
lol
this was a poem grabbed from shu.
i cried aft readin it.. i tink i holds great meanin in it. be it the gd or the bad.
life has to move on.
cos we have to grow.
a memory of the past comes back to haunt
a shadow from the years ago returns reformed
secrets buried so deep have dug their way out
and all i can do is give a silent, helpless shout
i tore my heart open and gave you my all
you were the one who picked me up whenever i fall
yet circumstances have shown you weren't my rock
i sewed my heart shut and let my tears drop
the painful past i chose to forget
to move on with life without that pat on my back
i kept the good memories, let go of the bad
you made me grow friend, in ways i never had
now time has grown wings as years past us by
you make a big entrance back into my life
but things have since changed, no longer the same
what you succeeded my friend, was resurface my pain
i cannot deny you're the one i count on
in pleasant or rough times, through sunshine or storms
when life seemed so bland, you were there my dear friend
you filled that empty void in my heart till the very last end
through loneliness and fear i have turned out real strong
you brought me great joy but you did me great wrong
but i sincerely thank you for all of the years
i know i was at fault too, let's bear no grudges
though hope has been shattered it can be restored
our friendship is one that cannot be bought
through time and good effort it can be made whole
though what happens next no one will yet know
life is complicated; we each live our own
years have since passed; look how we have grown
though staying in touch constantly is no easy feat
impossible is nothing after fate let us meet
i thank you my friend for all you have done
it brought back old memories of laughter and fun
i'm glad you remember me through our fast, busy days
i'll never forget your sincere gestures and ways
friend i'm so sorry for not playing my part
our story is beautiful, a fine work of art
it takes two hands to clap, two people to tango
i have to write our story too, yes dear friend i know
though right at the start i was confused and plain shocked
as images from the years ago returned to me and mocked
but 'once bitten, twice shy' is just an excuse.
i'm ready my friend, to relight the spark that has fused
emotions and thoughts mingle into one body
friend i want to say i truly am sorry
for allowing that gap to come between us
i hope you'll forgive me and let it all past
the past i had forgetten, the future's in store
thanks for re-knocking on my ignorant heart's door
i'm prepared to let go for a fresh new beginning
friendship is one of life's subjects and friend i'm still learning
new friends are silver, true friends are pure gold
i hope our friendship will be a story to behold