Friday, June 09, 2006;9:29 pm **crisis core**
lol
a day of rain,a night of tears.
my heart tore into two when u did tt. i tried. so hard to fit in. tried so hard to be understandin n make u feel secure. i dun wish for my love to be reciprocated. but at least, dun do this to me. it jus makes me feel tt these 2 mths of our life hav been wasted. so wad if i waited for 8 years?
u made me feel tt u cant let go of the past. tears keep flowin s i walked home. cant stop thinkin of the worst case scenario.
I noe its unfair to hear one side of the story. I'm sori i couldn't wake up on time. suppose to meet at 9. but it was pourin. n i slept. Noe u din mind. but i felt bad.
watched Xmen 3. there is a far deeper meanin than wad it seems.
will review it another day.
superman by wu yue tian. listened. n cried. cos it kinda relates wad i feel rite now. not exactly the same. but da gai da gai.
Bought espirit top. tried top man.
heart's achin. cos it calls for a lastin rlnship. but each time this shit happens, the trust n love gets thinner. thinner n thinner. when we fixed it, it seems lyk its gd s new again.
i realli hope... tt we could last.