Tuesday, April 15, 2008;6:48 pm **crisis core**
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mm.. jus had duty last nite and den straight after.. recce.
dem it. alex he msg me at 2plus 3 i tink.. sae tt he mayb on mc and cant take over my duty.-_- the f#**% my god la. i can believe it. at least he could make some arrangements n tell me"hey martin i cant take over ur duty, adrian will be doin it instead cos i nd to go c the doc. v urgent. but in e end its jus diahorrea. n sae scared stomach flu. wa lau. i cant imagine this comin from an "OCIFFER" grr..
luckily adrian took over me early so i can b in time for recce. stil hav a quick bite. hee.
this few days keep seein roland. ha. finally the batch can sit down for breakfast tee hee. been a long time since we did tt.
mm den while we were havin breakfast, khristine came to tell us a bad news. no more stamp for nsf officers. wa lau! so unfair. stupid J. go complain sae y we hav stamp he dun hav. he higher appt den us blah blah.. lp. stil a confined "crap".
nvm. i ren. go recce even worse. kena arrowed. long range artillery he sae i conductin for P226 at safti soon. dem it. i havent even start to conduct my ar15! shit man. lyk uncle jo sae... if its outta ur pay scale. let others do it!
hey its outta my payscale! save me uncle jo! ):
den krish v sad. hai. dun sae le la. tml all of us got to stay in. ): hai. den somemore they doin 100percent check on us. wad's the rank for man.
sometimes i wonder so much trainin and stuff we've gone thru is all for wad? jus to become a target board for ppl to shoot. is it worth it? i believe there is so much more i wanna do for my guys. i wanna do to help change thier lives. but i'm drownin w so many stuffs and dyin w so many arrows flyin. sometimes, u gotta be defensive and be a porcupine. this is wad i'm tryin to learn. slowly but surely.
mm.. dear jus fin her exam. Jia you la. my heart goes out to u for studyin so hard. mm.. though u've been kinda neglectin me. but i jus wanna tell u to hang in there. be strong. (: mayb things will get better when ur exams r over. i hope. =D
9 more days! i'm so stressed out. dunno wad to buy. ): sigh.
mm.. i think i gotta go shop for snacks n tidbits to buy in for the stay in. later go shop shop shop! haha.. oh. i'm broke. yes i am. although pay jus came in lyk 5 days ago. -_-