Monday, May 19, 2008;6:49 pm **crisis core**
lol
i told u how i feel deep down inside.
n as expected, i knew u were tired. maybe i nv tried hard enuf. maybe i wasn't even gd enuf for u.
malfunction after 2230.
taking u for granted.
never realli showed how much i cared for u.
until when i was sailing, u realised tt ur world is not jus abt me. but ur frens. but other ppl. who made u happier. tahn i could.
all i gave u was nth but sadness n disappointment.
but i was glad u said how u felt inside.
but when u told me it was too late, i jus cried so much. so so much. i felt tt i nv realli showed my love for u.
i shd be the one to apologise. cos i was in e wrong all along.
when i called u, u were cryin. i felt so painful. dear. i'm so sorry for bringin so much pain to u.
i think when u r in dis situation, u jus hav to ask urself if u still love me.
No matter what your reply will be. I'll still love u my mao baby.