Friday, May 23, 2008;12:30 pm **crisis core**
lol
i woke up feelin so freed.
i think u grew tired because u were tryin to become some1 u were not.
it wasn't a dream. i muz thank ppl.
ya frens.
frens r impt.
so impt.
too impt tt maybe u can forget abt me.
fine.
maybe all along u r a clubber.
but u suppressed it cos u waited for me until i turn 18.
when i was sailing, u went to uni.
frens are more impt to u.
they fill up the lonliness u hav.
u realised tt all the cant live wout u is bullshit.
u start to miss me lesser.
memories of us were being eraseed and replaced.
so easily.
u dun nd me.
anymore.
i feel lyk a sanitary pad.
yes crude.
u nd me then.
and now.
i served my purpose already.
tt is to tide u over until u find new frens.
i dun rmb the u i noe to be lyk tt.
but amybe u were tt all along.
maybe i knew the better part of u.
tt was gone with our memories.
and ur love for me.
thank you for giving me the pain.
the pain for lovin u.
the pain for trustin u so much.
i think love is blind.
cos i loved u blindly.