Monday, May 19, 2008;1:30 am **crisis core**
lol
its 130am in the mornin. was woken up by a nitemare. omg i woke up w my body drenched in sweat. wad happened to us? jus now i msg u u told me u were at ur aunt's hse seein ur mum play mahjong. the next moment i msg u u duin reply. waited a while msg u again. no reply. i called u. u din pick up. now its 130. there isn't even a single thing from my fone from u. onli my OC replied my weekly status. tt's all.
i called u at 115 jus now. call until the voicemail thingee appeared. all i can say is i'm v disappointed. i was jus worried abt u.
boo my dear. i've been wanting u ask u this for a v long time ard. lyk i notice we've not been so close as before. hai dunno how to sae it to u. but i dunno if u r tryin hard enuf for our rlnship.
hav u given up? cos i still wanna try it w u. someone told me this b4: the initial part of a rlnship is always sweet n happy, but long term rlnship nds commitment to add sparks to continue the rlnship.
after so much tt we hav been thru.
do u still love me my dear?