Sunday, May 04, 2008;8:27 pm **crisis core**
lol
jus had steamboat at home! made a mess thou. jus now spilled some soup in the kitchen..zz.. but all is well n the steamboat is yummy! haha. i think i've become a v family person. lyk i care more for my family now. i used to hate bein at home and stuff.. durin my teenage days.. ): psst: i'm soon gg to hit the age wout a teen behind! grr..
i can still rmb the days when i quarrelled w my parents and my siblings.. until my parents were so disappointed w me. almost gave up. oh mm.. i think they gave up. haha. at least i realised my mistake now. i'm spendin more time w my family now.
mm krish got into pharm too. he said this year dem easy to get in cos last year those med rejects got in pharmacy but went overseas to study. so there's lyk a lack of pharmacy.
actualli to be objective abt it. its not realli bad. cos den i'll be competin w ppl tt might be less intellectual. mm. ok i'm not an elitist. not even one to start with. but i think i'll jus stick to pharm. at most work harder and go overseas for my post grad. or GMS. a not v cheap but gd degree. i think. by den the pioneers wld hav graduated. shall jus c how they perform after they grad.
duke uni leh. though they offer. MD. i always think tt MBBS is better. its a preference btw bein a researcher and a physician. oh well.
i realised my peers around me are either doctors, lawyers or in top universities around the world esp in UK and US. freakin gd. how i wish i could be lyk tt.
my dad told me to appeal and call up nus. lol. ask em why they wld waste such a talent. i was lyk err.. no i'm not realli a talent. besides, there are so many ppl out there facin the same situation but they opt to go overseas to pursue medicine. den my dad said, tell em they cant deny a poor talent a chance from bein a doc. hah. the sad reality is- in this society, the rich jus gets richer. And the poor jus gets poorer.
tt's y i've been tellin myself i wanna be great. at least in the future my kids will have a better education and more options. i dun blame my parents for being poor. but i wanna work hard cos i noe how it feels to be denied of a chance of doing smtg u wan. the disappointment.
nuff of ranting. nt week willl be quite relax. hee.