Tuesday, May 20, 2008;5:54 pm **crisis core**
lol
u started to ignore me. boo. i realli dunno wad to do. i'm so lost.
gone were the days u used to hold my hand so tightly u'll nv let it go.
everytime i hold ur hand or hug u, i try to make u feel how i feel for u.
my dear. i dunno wad has gone wrong but i jus wanna tell u tt i hope we can try it again. together.
msged u if u wld stil love me the next mornin? u din reply foreva n eva.
i was so disappointed yet again.
why? are things so bad tt we cannot be how we use to be again? u din tell me when u felt down. even if u did, it was when i was sailin for 6 weeks. after which i got confined for god knows how long.
ppl say tt ns will break a rlnship. i tot we said tt was so not true. not for us.
but wad is happenin. after i commission from ocs, wad i get is this.
i dun even noe how to reply u when u jus replied : playing game lo...
u knew i hated u to reply short sms. n 3 words. again.
why?
ytd when i ask u if u loved me. u told me yes. i was so happy. but u said abt no commitment n u said abt too late, i jus cant help but teared. again n again.
interview my guys ytd. some were still in a rlnship gg strong. why cant we? is ns realli a place where love will falter?
i suddenly tot of this story.
two frogs in a well. swimming. happily livin with each other. they loved each other so much n the sky they saw above the well was the whole world to em. they were v contented n satisfied w the life they live. den one day, one frog told the other tt he has to go swim underwater to find food. he went for weeks. months. leavin the other frog alone. thinkin.
the other frog asked herself: wad would it be like outside of this well?
so the other frog decided to jump. she kept jumpin and tried to reach out of the well. until one day, she eventually jumped outta e well. she found many other frogs around outside the well. She wanted to make new frens n forgot abt the frog.
when the frog finally surfaced, he couldn't find the other frog. he shouted n shouted her name.
again and again.
noone responded.
the other frog made new frens and was v happy w her new found frens.
will the other frog rmbs e frog n jump back into the well? or will she help him to climb out of e well to her world?
or will she jus leave the frog alone in e well?
my dear, wad would u do? =(